Alice

Chapter 8:The dream?

OKAY, QUICK AUTHORS NOTE, THIS FIRST PART IS A DREAM, YOU WILL BE ABLE TO TELL WHEN ALICE WAKES UP! ALSO CONTAINS GRAPHIC ISH THAT MAY TRIGGER!!!!! You have been warned.

I lay in the snow, blood dripping, I look up to see Brendan standing there with a smile on his face.
"Babe, what happened?" My words slur like I've been drinking.
"You're pathetic to think I would actually go out with you! You're just some emo freak who cuts herself for attention!" His words hit my like a bullet straight to the chest.
I look down at the ground. I try not to cry because I don't want him to see me as weak. Instead I run to the forest take off my belt and hang myself.

I'm awoken to someone rapidly shaking me and screaming my name, some water falls on me then I realize it's tears, i look up to see whose they are, they're Brendan's, that must mean it was a dream. I quickly wrap my arms around him tightly and start crying into his shoulder. He pulls away from the hug and inspects my face.
I touch my nose, why's there blood? I was confused, then I remembered the beginning of the dream, I look around, more blood.
"What happened?"
"Well, you got beat up by Madison and-"
"Why the fuck would she do that!?!" I scream then start sobbing more I get up and start running to the spot in my dream where I hung myself.
And of course, Brendan followed I look up to a tree that looks similar to the one in my dream, there's a note taped to it, but I'm too short to reach it so I keep jumping. I might be 5'10 but that branch is up high! I keep jumping, and Brendan finally caught up to me, panting he noticed I'm trying to jump, while he goes on his tippy toes and grabs the note, god, I hate how he's 6'3.
"Pass me the note," I beg
"No"
"Why not?" I plead
"Cause, give me a kiss and tell me what it says!"
"Fine" so I kiss him
"Now what does it say"
"I don't know, I didn't have a chance to read it!"
"Fine let me read it out loud"
"Brendan!" I scream
"Here it goes, Dear Alice,
I know your secret
-xoxo m."
Who the hell is M. Then I remember.
"SHE KNOWS MY FUCKING SECRET. MY LIFE IS OVER!!!" I scream
"Calm down babe, we don't know what secret, and if it's for sure."
"But I have tons of secrets. And no one can know them. I will die if they do!"
"Don't worry. If it gets serious I'll deal with it. Now go home and wash up.
I walk home. It's a long walk. But when I get there I wish I hadn't. When I walked through the door, Ben walks up to me and pins me against the wall.
"Nice bloody face. Go wash up and come back down here." He spat right in my face. So I run up to my bathroom and wash up. But instead of going back downstairs, I stay up in my room, that also wasn't a good idea. Ben barges into my room and pins me on my bed. Oh my, this hasn't happened since I was 6. He starts taking off my pants. He's been naked since he has entered my room. Soon, it's my underwear. I start screaming.
"Hush darling," he covers my mouth and slips my shirt off then takes off my bra. When I'm fully naked he starts thrusting. I moan because he is a master at finding my g-spot.
After I moaned, he starts moaning and uncovers my mouth to kiss me. When he's done kissing me, he pulls out. As soon as I think he's done, he forces me to suck his penis.
"Now princess, if you don't do it right, this will continue." I try my best to please him. After a few minutes he pushes my head to the wall and I spit out the sperm. "Good enough, but tell anyone, you will be dead!!!" I nod my head and put on my clothes.
When I finished watching tv, I went to bed. I feel dirty, so I text Brendan.
Me- worst hour of my life I'll tell you tomorrow. I'm going to bed
Brendan- Good night, I love you.
OMG did he say he loves me. I can't believe this.

A/N THIS CHAPTER WAS TRIGGERING. IM SORRY. AND THIS IS A VERY SERIOUS CHAPTER. 1/4 people will be sexually abused. So just be careful and I love you all