My First And Last Love

Chapter 21: Pain

First of all before you or who ever is reading my book started reading this chapter, i just wanna say that i'm kinda getting tired of this book. I'll probably discontinue it, delete it or something. I'm loosing interest in writing this book to the point that i'm probably just writing some cr*p just to finish it.

So yeah just wanna say that i have a choice to discontinue it or just delete it.It might be a waste because i've already wrote like 24 chapters and have 400+ reads and 70 or 71 votes but yeah, i'm getting tired and uninspired already. I'm not sure if i'll delete it, i'm just saying that i'm growing tired already and i have a choice to delete or discontinue it.

Iris's POV:

Another day of school which means, another f*cking day to see Isabella. I can't keep lying you know. I feel sick for acting kind toward her but the truth is i just wanna slap her. She's so fake, China would be ashamed

(Author: Ohhh~ P.S. i'm not giving hate or shame on China. I think China is such a cute and great country. This is just a fictional book, nothing serious about)

She's faker than China, i feel sorry for her. Why would she live her life as a fake a** b¡tch? Can't she just be true to her self and just tell me that she wants my boyfriend back but course i won't give her what's mine. I mark my territory and no one would take that away from me

I was walking through the hallway but i felt someone's presence near me. I looked behind but there's no one, hmm weird. As i kept walking, i hear someone's foot steps behind me but yet again there is no one behind me

I just continued walking and ignored that someone might be behind me and stalking me if possible. Once i sat down, i continued the left over homework i couldn't finish last night because i was tired and fell asleep

I have to find out sooner what she's planning about, i'm dying of curiosity here. If ever i won't, i have to outsmart her in everything that she might do. Whatever she might blow at my way, i'll find a way to avoid it no matter what

I was so focused on doing my homework, i didn't saw Xian enter the room

"Good morning my sweet, innocent, and cute bunny" he chanted sweetly and smiled brightly at me. The smile that always make me blind on how bright it is. How can he smile at such situation that i'm worrying about? Aish, doesn't matter as long as he's happy and bright

"What's with the bunny nickname you just said? And what's with the bright smile? It's too early" I said half sleepy, still tired from all the commotion i'm dealing with

"Hmm nothing~ i'm just really happy to see you today~" he hugged me and pat my head, just the way i like it. Wait i smell suspicion

"Are you doing this just to make up for me because of what happened yesterday?" My voice sounded muffled because of my head resting on his chest

"Hehe you caught me. I just didn't want you to be mad at me, i feel guilty" he smiled bitterly and scratched the back of his head. Well it's his fault because he let her do that. I feel quite happy though because he's making up for his mistakes

"It's alright, just don't do it again. Actually my first decision was to make you wait for about a week or so but then you making up for your mistake made me rephrase my thought" i caressed his cheek and smiled genuinely at him

"Heyyy guys good morning~" Isabella chanted with a cute high pitched voice that made me irritated to get everyone's attention inside the classroom

"Hey Isa" Xian greeted back once Isabella made her way towards us after putting her bag down at her desk. Ugh! Way to ruin our moment Isabella. She's always at the right time to ruin my mood. I was already exhausted this morning then her high pitched voice added