Tribal

Dear reader,

Hello, my name is Megan Edwards, I'm twelve years old as of today. November 13th, 2014.
Ever since 4th grade I've been daydreaming of my own world. A place for me to call home.
I've always loved being alive yes, but daydreaming presented me to life in a almost fan-fictiony way.
At first it was Warriors, then it shifted to Pokemon, and to as far as Attack On Titan.
But ever since 5th grade I've loved wolves. And so I started daydreaming about them as well.
I was half asleep during these daydreams, almost like in a sleepy beauty sort of way I guess, I would lock my vision to a certain spot, and day dream.
I ran through many adventures in my head.
And actually Freedom Wings, and Reshiram and the gift of legend, were two of my most proud day dream creations. But they seemed to fantasy for me to ever type up for people to read... I'm going to create Reshiram and the gift of legend on Wattpad soon enough, but I thought Id shift over, instead of shifting back...
Wolves
I've loved them for a long time (well a few years to be exact) and I figured it's finally time to bring that daydream to life, I've read several wolf and cat related books, but I never figured I'd actually be doing this...
Those wolf stories just kinda sit in the dark, to ashamed to even come out into a screen or paper, I didn't want anyone to know about these daydreams.
Because well... They get kinda crazy. Most include lots of wolf... Happy sleepy fun bedtime! And sensitive topics like rape and other things... I know, I'm really messed up right? :)
I've been on the internet since third-fourth grade, and now I'm in Seventh grade.
Incase your wondering why I'm giving up all this info, it's because I'm tired of hiding in the dark, ashamed of my stories. I want to interact with you nice friendly people like you on Wattpad, and maybe even across the world! How cool would that be right?
Ever since the beginning of 6th grade I discovered "chat rooms" you know on those blog sites were you watch Pokemon or Dragon ball? That box at the side of the screen that you usually ignore? Well I got into that sort of stuff. I chatted and eventually got banned once, and kicked about..... Let's just say 5-6 times.
I got angry at people, I got frustrated ( #frustrationismynaturalelement )
I was a total jerk :(
I feel bad about it now, I kept having to change my nick so no one knew it was me each time.
So let's just keep ShinyMeowstic on Mibbit a secret alright?
It was strange, is never say things like this to other people in real life, I didn't know what was going on :(
I felt crushed each time I was kicked, and I ended up taking long breaks in between each one, not wanting to have to go through that again, heck the first time I got banned (aka the first time I was on a chat) I cried for 4 days.
Now it was around this time that I discovered "roleplaying" I was AMAZED. But of corse there were a bunch of rules, long story short I was a HUGE god modder....
I was a little rebel but everyone was super nice to me, even though at times they treated me like a two year old....
I enjoyed it a lot, so stuff happened later on in my life.
I got into anime (specifically attack on titan) around winter, and some sad stuff happened around that time...
It turned out that my grandmothers cancer had come back, and by the time we found out, we could do nothing about it... So a few days before Christmas, she passed away....
This had to be the saddest part of my life, I cried a lot, and tried to push it away and continue on normally...
It still hurts, though I try and laugh it off.
So around a month ago I started writing poems. And it turns out my grandmother enjoyed writing poems as well!
So about a few days later I started thinking, "what do I want to do in my life" and I thought about being a Youtuber. But of corse I'm lazy, and don't have a camera so.....
But then again, I still make bad visions on YouTube from time to time, gosh they're awful X)
I enjoy doing my own thing you know? Away from my family.
My parents called me anti-social but I interact with people, I'm not just your average Anti-social Otaku.
I like writing, and coming up with new stories and ideas!
The closest of my teachers to me is my creative writing teacher, and school just started a few months ago!!
Anyway I hope you enjoy this story :)
I toned it down, so it's not so..... Weird crazy and inappropriate (though if you've seen some Pg13 dirty stuff you know how weird and inappropriate that stuff can get....)

Enjoy! And I hope you took something from that whole soft and fuzzy rant.
I hope you enjoy!!! Wait I've already said that like twice XD

From,
Megan (Evee (that's my nickname!)) (Eeveelover416)