Down with me ||Seventeen S.Coups ff||

Entry four: fucking what?

Song recommendation: 'MAMA' EXO

Dear Diary;

     Today has been one of the most wonderful, sad, embarrassing and confusing days ever. First, my home was threatened and I was forced to leave. Then my home was burned to the ground and my father with it. Then my best friend and crush confessed to me and tried to kiss me! Someone walked in and saw it *cough cough * Thanks Jeonghan *Cough cough*. Then when he was going to leave I kissed him and confessed too! Then he asked me to be his and OMG obviously I said yes because I'm not an idiot. Then at breakfast everyone was being awkward and teased us a lot. Then the boys left to search the area for any signs of trouble. And now I'm at the house writing this. The girls are all over the house doing whatever. Suhan and Jane are probably taking note of the food supply. Kaylie and Silver are probably doing the same with the medical supplies. Suyong, Page and Jayden are off thinking of ways to make everyone smile guaranteed. Victoria and Max are just looking around trying to get familiar with the place. And Ace and Anna are at my door waiting for me to be done so I can play with them knowing those babies. God, I'm glad I packed this. I really miss home though. I will go back one day. I know it. Chanyeol will become king and our Kingdom can go back to normal! I hope.

As soon as I was done the writing I closed the book but just simply left it on the desk. I went to the door and sure enough, Ace and Anna were there waiting just like I thought. I motioned for them to follow me downstairs and they did. I went to the living room and sat on the couch then looked at the time. Wait that can't be right. The boys should have been back by now. They left two hours ago. Oh god. I have to stay positive. Maybe they just lost track of time? Yeah, that's it.

"Sooyoung unnie? Shouldn't Seventeen oppas and Dino be home by now?" Ace asked as she sat beside me.

Okay, somethings wrong. Even the youngest are noticing. I called all of the girls to the living room and told them if the boys weren't back in half an hour we were going out to look for them. Time pasted quick and still no Seventeen. We got our simple armour on and took our small weapons with us and left the house. We followed the path Mingyu told Max they would be taking. It was quite in the forest which was unsettling. As we walked I felt like someone was watching us. I looked around but saw nothing. My girls seemed to have noticed too because all of us were looking more closely at everything that moved and was much tenser. I noticed a clearing up ahead and signaled the girls. When we got there I realized it was a beach. And there were the boys. Swiming and laughing having fun and completely oblivious to our presence. They easily could have been killed. What was Cheol thinking?! Our kingdom was just attacked and he is here swimming and not giving a shit about a possible attack with his group. That's really responsible Cheol. All thirteen of us girls were so pissed and annoyed with the sight. Silver was definitely most annoyed as she shot her siren alarm startling and gaining the attention of all Seventeen members. They looked at us with wide eyes and some were scared of the looks on our faces.

"Cross-Bow! What a pleasant surprise! care to join us?" Jeonghan said as he and the twelve others got out of the water and walked towards us.

"No," I said with the coldest voice I could. All of the boys stopped dead. They all looked at me with surprise and scared expressions. "You were only meant to cheek the parameter and come back were you not?" They all looked down. Seungcheol was the one to speak first.

"We thought it would be nice to blow off some steam and stress from the recent events. We're sorry." He looked at me and tried to come closer. I took a step back and laughed.

"Fucking what? You 'needed to release stress'? What the hell have you all lost huh?! Sooyoung lost almost everything in less than two FUCKING DAYS!! And YOU needed to release stress?! News flash! ALL OF YOU CAN GO ANYTIME YOU WANT!! SHE NEEDS TO STAY HERE LIKE A PRISONER WAITING FOR HER BIG BROTHER TO COME TO GET HER!! HER FATHER AND MOTHER ARE BOTH FUCKING DEAD AND HER KINGDOM IS IN ASHES!!!" I have never heard Silver speak for that long let alone yell. I pulled her beside me by her waist and we turned and left back to the house. I walked back to the house with tears streaming down my face. I can't believe you Coups. Of all things you could've said, you said that? wow.

I went straight to my room when I got to the house. I took off my armour and put it back in the closet with my weapons. I paced once or twice while trying to calm down. I stopped and looked out the window for a minute. I jumped a bit when I felt a pair of strong arms hug my body.

"I'm sorry jagi. I didn't mean to upset you and I know I should have been more considerate towards you. Please forgive me." It was Seungcheol. I closed my eyes and breathed in and out and slowly nodded my head. I felt so tired all of a sudden and kind of fell into him a little bit. He steadied me and his apologetic look was replaced by one of worry. "Sooyoung are you alright? Did you get dizzy? Should I get Silver?"

"No, I am just tired all of a sudden. I think I just need to lay down." He nodded and helped me to the bed. He covered me with the blankets and kissed my forehead. He was about to leave when I asked,

"Cheollie where are you going?"

"I'm just going to shower and change then I'll be right back to cuddle okay?" He said with a soft smile as he moved some fallen hair from my face. I smiled back and nodded. When he was done he came back in and we cuddled. As he was stroking my hair and slightly humming I could feel my eyelids getting heavier. Right before I fell asleep I heard him say,

"I really love you Park Sooyoung and I can't wait until you are Choi Sooyoung."

~To Be Continued~