i can swear that i feel *not okay*

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This is difficult to describe

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This is difficult to describe..
but I can swear that I feel
_not okay

Deep down I get that feeling of regret
and disconnected from everyone..I can feel the denial and I feel that..this!...this I can survive
but I can swear that I feel
_not okay

I don't know how to react
to this not because I'm unfamiliar
to it..its just because it seems way to similar
I can swear that I feel
_not okay

I really want to live in denial and never see how I'm basically in a file..
of misery. Everyone probably thinks
that I have no emotion..that I would make no move to my state of commotion
I can swear that I feel
_Not OKAY_

I think of this and see how I will
probably never fit in and be seen
by those that believe the world to be all bright and gleam. They don't get it..they probably never will
but I can swear that I feel
_Not Okay..
and I can promise you that
there is not much that I can say.
JUst that I feel Not okay

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