So this is a book of poetry
most of what I write is either
Something I experienced or how I would
React to certain things in life or
Whatever life throws at me
This also contains some crazy things that..you might find weird...so I'm just warning i...
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It all happened a few years ago when all my maturity was kinda low I had a best friend
Called her my sister in crime today I lay in my room wishing back the wasted time
We did everything and all of it together..right now this moment without her somehow I feel much...much better
We have the greatest and the weirdest memories together no one could've ever replaced her...and here I've replaced her ounce of a care
I write about her because I never stopped loving my 'sister in crime' and she is still a part of my life That I can't deny..
The nights we would cry together about many things that involve the past and how I always knew our hours and moments like that together will surely never last
I used to see you as a hero...my hero.. it gave me a whole six to seven years to see the real you and I was blind to see it all through
You would promise me you would always be there no matter what it takes...I always believed that..yet you were the first to scratch that and left me drained Emotionally exhausted Sleeping in for a straight week trying my best to encourage myself since the person I claim to be my other half..just left me falling a part
I couldn't believe it..never thought that it was true..I used to believe it a nightmare and would try to convince myself it will go away in time..and disappear...but it kept happening
I gave up hope and told myself I needed to get up and cope..it took me three days to feel I was loved and that your selfishness will never bring me under a betrayed rug
You always used to pretend..I never understood it until you showed me why..I truly regretted meeting you and wanted to stay away because truly our friendship was a dead on lie
I will never call you a friend just another person I know until our contact will end
I still can't believe I cried over you that night..why was I so dumb and out of sight...I should've never told you, you made me sad because that was the best way you crawled your way in and I wouldn't stay mad
I should've never been shocked about how you reacted because I'm guessing that's what hurt does it reattaches to your out burst on others
I needed to believe our friendship was long gone and that her always having something against me was true and it will never go undone
