remémorer | na jaemin [Editing/Hiatus]

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Year 2019
| Jaemin
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It just happened, the girl I've loved came here to my school.

Donghyuck looked at me angrily. Shina being concerned for once since she never seen her boyfriend being that mad at me. She never knew that Yeona's presence has been always important to him.

"You idiot! Why did you say that!" He yelled.

"He said what exactly?" Shina was curious. She couldn't blame him. Yeona had a lot to bottle in, I'm sure of it. "This insensitive friend of ours provoked her with the use of a tease.. which brought up the past." He looked at his girlfriend then to me. For the first time, she remained silent.

"I'm sorry Shina for not telling you this sooner. Yeona has some issues and one of them is her anger issues. She gets irritated easily and lashes at anyone. Good thing, she went out of the gym before she gets into useless fights." Donghyuck brought up Yeona's problematic issues. She immediately got the idea and nodded in his state. "It's okay. I've always wondered Jaemin's past with girls and you got yourself into a mess." Shina sided with Donghyuck.

"You better talk to her." She suggests. Prolonging the agony isn't a good idea. I've been prolonging this for 3 years and now she's here.. I guess I need to fix this. If she's willing to listen.

Donghyuck and Shina promised not to tell the others since Yeona and I haven't resolved our past. She hates me for it and I don't blame her. I guess that's how it goes. "Jaemin." Donghyuck nudged my arm. It caught my attention as I glanced at him.

"What's your game plan?" He asks. I know this and he's going to get annoying if I don't say it directly. "I have none. We just met today and I don't have anything to do yet." I was honest. The teasing thing was a natural habit I do when I was in middle school.

"Just be friends with her, that's least you can do." He was never this serious about a certain topic. Maybe it was that Yeona used to be close with Haechan. I used to be jealous about it. I used to.

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Year 2014 | October
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"Yah! Yeona!" Haechan calls out the girl who just got some of her bandages off. She was looking weak but her glare won't just stop.

"Why did you even bring that annoying friend of yours?" She was still cranky as ever. She was really grateful, very grateful. "Why must you hate me so much?" I helped Haechan prepare her things. Yeona didn't bother to answer but instead rolled her eyes at me. "Guys, stop fighting." Haechan warned us.

We both glared at each other before looking away. I can say Haechan is officially done with us bickering at each other.

"The more you fight, the more you guys end up together." He teases which made us cringe. "Him? I'm sorry Haechan, my standards are pretty high." She rolls her eyes. Oh my her attitude. I scoffed, geez she's despicable. Yeona looked at me and averted her gaze away.

We went out of the hospital. I can't believe myself that I'm here helping a girl who's not even grateful of my presence. "Are you sure about this Yeona?" Haechan sounded different. I furrowed my eyebrows as I looked at them. "Sure of what?" I asked.

"She requested for an early discharge even though she can't walk properly yet." He answers.

"Are you an idiot or something?" I crossed my arms. "I don't need your nagging, please Jaemin." She said as she hops in Donghyuck's car. "She's having a hard week. I'm sorry but please do understand." I could tell he's really sorry. I just have to endure her attitude, I guess? I sat beside her during the car journey towards her house. She was silent and was streaming tears slowly. I didn't bother to say anything but did few glances at her.

There.. I never knew I was going to love you like hell.

We reached her house. It was quite far from the hospital or school. It was silent and almost looking like an abandon house. Donghyuck went out first as he was getting the things.

"Yeona?" I gently pat her shoulder. She was awake and wiped off the cold tears on her cheeks.

I immediately went out of the car and ran to the other side to help her get out. She never said anything annoying but held on me tightly as I helped her walk towards her house. Donghyuck has opened the house already.

I lead her to the living room and she sat on the sofa. "Do you need anything?" I asked her. She looked at me and shook her head slowly.

"Wow, you're silent." I chuckled which made her frown a little. "It's none of your business." She finally answers while sniffing. I always know she's not feeling okay.

"Guys!" Our heads immediately turned to Donghyuck. "I'm going to leave for awhile but I'll be back in the afternoon." He said as he grabbed the bag and went out of the house. He just left me alone with the girl who would bicker with me endlessly.

"You won't leave right?" She asks softly. I blushed at her question. She was never like this. "I think so. It's so wrong if I'll leave you alone in this house." I answered her which made her grin a little. The atmosphere was dropping and I need to do something.

"Hey." I sat beside her. "I know something's up."

She looks at me confused. "You were crying earlier and I can't help but ask." I explained to her that I couldn't let her go like that. She was still silent, at the verge of crying. My heart was already aching to see her cry like this.

"I won't leave. You can tell me no matter how you hate me." I was close to hugging her like hell.

"I don't hate you dummy.." She was already sobbing but managed to speak. Her eyes were turning red.

"But you bicker with me—"

"It doesn't mean I hate you Jaemin." She cuts me off. She sits comfortably and looks up to the ceiling. "My parents are always fighting." She starts speaking. Her eyes were filled with anger and sadness. I nodded as she speaks about her frustrations in her family and in school.

She talks about her best friend, Rae Lin.

"She got into a fight with me because she believes that I have a thing for you." She chuckles.

"Do you have a thing for me?" Those words came out from my mouth like lightning. She stopped and glanced at me.

"I don't know." She shrugs her shoulders.

"It's not impossible, Yeona." I said, looking at her sad expression.