Chapter 6 - Change of heart

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Y/N's eyes closed and his mind drifted into endless dark void.

"Rise and shine Y/N, rise and shine" His voice echoed and blurry copy of himself appeared in front of his eyes "Not that I wish to imply that someone is sleeping on your cock, but no one should be interrupting us right now..."

"Is this a dream?" Y/N asked confused.

"Indeed" His reflection smiled "This is a place where your mind can truly be free"

"So... You're part of my imagination?"

"Anima to be precise, a perfect image of yourself that everyone has. I'm what your mind wants, not bound by rules of society and others" Reflection explained "Meanwhile you, you are bound by rules. Rules that don't allows you to be truly happy and enjoy this short life"

"The hell does that mean?"

"Deep down you want live your life to fullest, you don't regret having sex with Kumiyo and Lara, you event want it. You're just afraid of consequences of your actions that no longer exist, but still limits you"

"But this is kinda wrong..."

"And who is saying that? People who torment others for doing it, but still would gladly be part of it? Human nature is twisted, there is no such thing as good and evil. Same people who would despise you for having multiple girlfriends not so long ago, now would gladly spread their legs and lick your feet"

"But..."

"But what? You no longer need to care about standards for people without power. Those people envy and fear power, that's why they're corrupted by it so easily, and try to take what they don't deserve. Why do you think socialism and many other believes that pleases weak people were created? The world is not changed by small drops of water in tsunami, but one that create it at first place. Most of humans will die without changing or achieving anything in their lives, not willing to accept that their fate and being forgotten. Even the humanity will probably go extinct one day, so why bother carrying about trivial things on grand scale of the universe?"

"Why are you telling me this?"

"Because I'm what you want, a painful truth to what you do, that shows how much of a hypocrite you are. Even your brain is telling you to let go of pointless shackles you hold so dearly..."

"What I should do then?"

"Wake up and decide for yourself" His reflection smiled and started disappearing into dark void it came from "Time to change yourself, and the world..."

Noise of car engine slowly reached his ears and he felt something heavy on his pride. He opened his eyes and saw Lara sleeping, with her head on his groin.

"Lara..." He poked her, and she slowly woke up.

"Good morning Master..." She said with sleepy tone and stretched out her limbs "I'm sorry for falling asleep, but I felt dizzy and couldn't resist"

"How was your sleep, Lara?" Sumi asked without looking away from the road.

"Surprisingly soft" She answered, rubbing her eyes and noticed Y/N slightly pale face "Is something wrong?"

"I just had bad dream" Y/N sighed and looked at Sumi, ignoring the first part "Are we there yet?"

"We are there" Sumi answered and drove the car in front of manor.

"That was quick..." Y/N commented as he exited the car along with Lara.

"I'm going to change back into my uniform" Lara announced to him "Can Master take care of himself or should I call maid?"

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