liar liar ➵ 5sos

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⠀⠀⠀⠀Nothing Wrong With
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀Being Gay, Right? (right!)

luke's pov

"This is Heartbreak Girl," I said through the microphone as the audience continued screaming.

We were halfway through the show-our last show of the tour, sadly.

You call me up,
It's like a broken record
Saying that your heart hurts
That you'll never get over him getting over you

And you end up crying
And I end up lying
'Cause I'm just a sucker for anything that you do

My eyes scanned through the audience,"And when the phone call finally ends, you say thanks for being a friend. and i'm going in circles again an-"

Out of nowhere, I saw someone blond and he creepily looked liked Niall. He hung his head low resulting in me not being able to see his face. He didn't seemed excited to be here, unlike the rest of the audience.

It couldn't be Niall.

Niall's gone.

And then the memories started flooding back to me.

*flashback*

I was looking around in the school library when I saw Niall sitting down and reading a book.

I sat down next to him. "Hey," I greeted him

Niall turned to look at me and then smiled, "Hi."

"What are you reading?" I asked, pointing to the book he's holding.

"Oh, its just a love story about a girl and a guy who meet in Paris and end up falling in love and all that," Niall explains. I nodded.

There was a brief silence. I looked at Niall's lips with lust.

I've been crushing on Niall for weeks and I just can't help looking at him without smiling.

I leaned in and gave Niall a peck on the lips.

Then I realized I just kissed Niall. I felt worried of what his reaction might be. I stiffened.

Surprisingly, he smiled and boop-ed my nose. "That was gay of you."

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I waited for Niall beside his locker. I glanced at my watch and groaned. He should be here now.

"Oh hey Luke." Niall surprised me from behind.

I winced. He laughed walking over to his locker and opening it-putting in books.

"Don't do thaaat!" I pouted.

Niall chuckled and apologized. He shut the locker, "Wanna go now?"

I nodded and leaned in to him. Niall moved away.

"What the hell, Luke!" He shouted, shoving me.

My cheeks started to heat. I hung my head low. I thought he felt the same. But no, this was a unrequited love.

"And, I'm into girls-not boys!" He added before walking away from me.

Looks like I'm going home alone today.

*end of flashback*

"Luke?" I heard a familiar voice calling out to me.

I winced.

The boys along while the audience laughed. I blushed.

"Sorry." I muttered.

I looked at the spot where 'Niall' was and saw him smiling at me.

I blinked and he disappeared.

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The show ended and we headed back to the dressing room.

Along the way, Calum asked me why I suddenly blacked out during Heartbreak Girl.

"I'm just tired," I lied.

Of course if I told them I saw Niall amongst the audience, they would have laughed at me. Besides, I didn't want to tell them about my secret love for Niall back then.

Now I'm glad he's gone. I know its horrible to think that way but I would've died if he was still here because he knows all of my secrets.

I plopped on the sofa and heard my phone chime. I reached for it in my pocket and peered at the screen. It was from a number with a jumble of letters and numbers.

Miss my lips Lukey? -N

I frowned. The thought of N being Niall was impossible. Like I said, he's gone. He should be gone. Meaning that somebody else knew about my feelings for Niall. If N does actually knows about this, I'm fucked.

I typed back. You don't know anything.

Instantly, N replied.

Trust me I do :) -N

I gulped.

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guys im so jealous of whoever went to derpcon today

but hey they deserve it

also, i'd like to thank my bestfriend for editing my ff for me and i appreciate her work <2859106 (thanks)

her username is allaboutthegay :)