Daffodils [√]

07

Third Person's Pov

"SHIITTT SEUNGCHEOL WAKE UP!!!" Jihoon yelled while violently shaking his boyfriend's shoulder that was peacefully sleeping

"Whaaaattt...." Seungcheol groan, quite annoyed that his peaceful sleep got disturbed. I mean, who want to be disturbed in in their sleep? Mostly on 3am in the morning

"FOR DOGS SAKE SEUNGCHEOL!!! JOSHUA IS MISSING!!!" Jihoon shouted making Seungcheol sit up straight. "WHAAATTT!!!" Seungcheol exclaimed and held both Jihoon's arms

"Just shut up and help me find him!" Jihoon exclaimed, both boys panicked. Both of them run their way out of the house and flash their flashlights on the middle area of they're walking

"Joshua! JOSHUA!" They called, yet they received no answer nor any signs of their missing friend

They continued looking for their friend until someone shouted at them "Hey have some respect there! Someone is sleeping here!" A old man shouted at them. "SO? WHAT SHOULD WE DO? SING A LULLABY TO YOU UNTIL YOU SLEEP AGAIN!! JUST SLEEP THERE AND FUCK UP!!" Jihoon shot back, the old man didn't response and close his window loudly

"Hey Cheol!" Jihoon called, Seungcheol immediately stop calling for Joshua and turned to his boyfriend. "Listen, let's separate ways, you'll go that way and I'll go this way then we meet up in here at 6am whether you find Joshua or not, okay?" Jihoon command and Seungcheol immediately nodded to the younger

Then both boys separated their ways to find Joshua

Joshua was just walking around a certain place, a place that he really adore so much, a place where he could isolate himself from his problems, a place where he could just chill and relax, a place that is so beautiful that it's almost heartbreaking. But at the same time it's also the place that he wouldn't expect to be in

Joshua sighed and sat down. He look up at the bright, starry night. He smiled while looking at the moon. He remembered that this place used to be the place where him and Jeonghan would always meet up after school and go to a happy place. He remembered the times when he and his bestfriend would sneak out of their house every midnight just to go stargazing together at this place. He remembered all the happy memories he had with Jeonghan. The friendship he treasured for so long. The friendship that he broke a few days ago

Joshua was just looking at the sky until he felt hot liquid fall from his eyes and the next thing he knew, he was already crying. Longing for the friendship they work hard to build. Longing for the memories he had with his bestfriend. Longing for the presence of his bestfriend beside him. He missed every moment he had with Jeonghan. He didn't meant to fall for his bestfriend

Joshua then cought violently. He felt something sharp scratch on the walls of his throat making him cry in pain. He clutched his chest and tried to breathe. Tears streamed down his cheeks as he cried

The coughing soon came to a end. The fragile boy is still crying out loud from the pain he just experienced. The kind of pain that will hurt you physically and mentally.

Joshua cried his eyes out, he removed his hands from his chest and pick up the flower petals on the ground. He cry and scream his heart out looking at the petals.

He soon stop crying and screaming. He gave out heavy breaths,he was too physically and mentally exhausted from the screaming and crying he made out

Joshua knew his death was close, yet he still reject Seungcheol and Jihoon's offer to him to get the surgery. He know he's best friend wouldn't love him back, yet he still believe in a non-existant possibility that his best friend might love him back. He then just sigh and pick up the petals and throw them away

After cleaning, he lied down on the grass while spreading his arms out wide. He was ready to fall asleep as he heard someone called him

"Joshua?"