dance teacher

《 the help 》

《sorta dark but yikes》

School life, specifically for a busy college student  was hectic.
For the boys it was especially difficult transferring from a different city and life style, and dropping themselves right into the hustled college life. Jungkook had a harder time placing himself in certain situations, and was more prone to being a reserved person as opposed to his roomie Jimin. Jungkook would be the one to decline a house party just to practice with his dance group. He valued this dance club greatly, and felt as though they've grown to be fond of each other.

Or so he thought.
Most members were there to just become closer with the quote-unquote famous student dancer, and no lie, so was he. He's got a liking for his hyung, and they've grown to be great acquaintances, as they hang out a lot during club activities. Once club activities are dismissed, the dance floor clears, and then he's really able to cut free. Because of this convenience, he's been able to really "let loose" and dance freely. This give him free time without the weight of anything, or anyone, stopping him

I can finally be free,
without anyone stopping me !

Today he was able to stay behind and practice that day's routine, since he had no after school studies.

"Jungkookie, are you staying today?"

Jimin and Hoseok stopped at the entrance and awaited an answer. He was breathing heavily and couldn't quite make out who asked the question.

"Oh, yes hyung, I'll be staying today"

"You sure? I'm going to give Jimin a ride back to his dorm."

It was Hoseok.

"Ahah, It's fine hyung. I'll be a while, you guys go without me I'll just walk."

"Jungkookie please come one, I know you want to stay late but-

"Ahh Jimin, it'll be ok
we have to close up a bit early today for cleaning. I'll be back then ok?"

"Ah ok hyungs, I'll  see you both later then."

And with that, the two older exited, and Jungkook was left to himself on the dance floor; and broke loose.

This was Jungkooks way of life.
Just
dancing;
This was his own personal escape; his own retreat from reality. Something about it brought him euphoria and an unconditional feelings of happiness. But just as Yin and Yang, what brings light can also bring dark.
Sometimes while dancing was fun, it brought back floods of remorse and pain.

Though
He kept dancing

Those years of pity and pain.
Those loud nights of silence and the sounds of thuds and wimpers.
That feeling of numbness, emptiness and sore welp.

Though
Even through this, he kept dancing.
No one can stop him now.

No one...
Anyone....
Someone stop me
Please help

Relapse.

His legs were numb; his breathing was heavy. How long he had been dancing in this state, he had not known. All he knew was that everything was starting to create a blur in his brain, or was it his vision.

There was an abrupt stop in motion. His breathe was hitching and he was gasping.
Lightheaded, he sank to the ground. The Earth was spinning from bright lights to dark nights, and then everything went black.
And cold.
It felt familiar.

Collapse

The wood floor that usually supported many dancing feet, now caressed his face.
There was no sting, just numbness. His senses were knocked. He laid there, empty.

"Please, help me...
Please"

He wanted to close his eyes, the tears burnt, but before he could there was a bang.
Loud, like a gym door closing fast. And then foot steps, also fast.
Running.
Gasping
Then a shadow, and warmth.
He was sitting upright.

There were words, spoken like a dial radio changing stations, fading in and out.

"-lease wake up.
Oh go-
Jungkook, please-"

He couldn't quite make out what this was. All he could do was blink through foggy and teary eyes. He groaned in pain, and
Suddenly he was lifted, off the ground.
He was moving.

"Please, please, please.
Please don't fall asleep"

He recognized the voice.
It was Hoseok.

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《 hello, my fav subject in school is inactivity :) 》