give me love

CHAPTER 2

Owen's POV

Damn, how the fuck am I gonna tell her I cheated on her. I adore Christina, she highlights my life and I don't know where I would be without her. I still can't wrap my head around that she really aborted our child, it makes me feel like she doesn't want a family with me, she just prefers work. I try to think of the excuses I can give to Christina of why I cheated as I get dressed for work.

Christina's POV

(A lot of weeks later)

I'm already on month three, and people just give me the stop eating stare. I haven't told anyone that I'm pregnant, not even Meredith. I plan to surprise Owen after work! I'm still asking him everyday what happened that night and the bar, he either ignores it or changes subject and I'm tired of him beating around the bush, I mean whats the worst he can do.

As I close the door to our apartment I see Owen walking up and down. I see the clock 6:30PM, "Wow you came home early" I tell him, "I need to tell you something Christina, urgent and important" he says rushed back, "Oh good! Me too" I say back. "On the count of three, and put your hand out!" I squeal at him, he gives me a sad look but I'm too excited to ask him about what happened. "Ok, 1...2....3..." I say super excited, "I cheated" "I kept our baby" (A/N: Pretend she give him a picture of the ultra sound) "Wait WHAT" I scream at him, "Wait, you didn't abort our baby" he says softly. I look at him as tears fill my eyes and fall down, "You got so upset with me, you cheated?" I barely say. Owen doesn't look at me. "Owen fucking answer", he just keeps staring at the wall, after some time he responds, "Christina, I was hurt that night, for god sakes you just told me you were aborting our child and not letting me have any say. I didn't mean to let it get so out of hand. Just now you tell me your pregnant, how many months are you?". "So that gives you the fucking right to go and cheat on me? Imagine how you would feel Owen. I can't even look at you" I say as my voice cracks, "Christina, I'm so so so sorry and I'll try everything to try and fix this. Please answer the question at least!" he slightly begs, "Three months Owen. Owen am I not enough? What are we going to do, I can't even look at you without thinking you fucked another women.Is she hotter? Did she scream your name?" I yell at him thanks to my hormones. "Christina please stop" he pleads, "No Owen, you don't fucking tell me to stop. Remember who fucking cheated." I said louder, "You fucking lied to me, you said you were aborting when you damn well I wanted kids, this was all caused by that problem." he said yelling at me. "No Owen, I don't get the fucking blame. You shouldn't have cheated and if you think it's ok to fuck another women cause you were upset, then why are we married." I said to him my voice now sore. He doesn't say anything and we just stand there, like strangers. After a while I say, "Im going to stay at Meredith's tonight." I get up and start packing my bag and he sits on the bed watched. Then he says "No, Christina I'll go since your pregnant." "No, it's ok I want to go." I finish packing my bags and look at him damn his blue eyes, his hair, his lips, I just want to kiss him and make love to him but then we would be falling in our same old cycle. Before I leave he looks at me and kisses me on the cheek and says "Christina I will do anything to make it right, I love you and our baby." I don't look at him but I nod and leave.