My Everything (A SasuNaru Fanfic)

Chapter 15: Like My Own Father

------Sasuke's Point Of View------

I slowly start opening my eyes. I still feel weak I don't know why aren't I suppose to feel better by now. I turn on my side and look out the window, I don't remember getting bed but I mist have.. Unless Kakashi put me in here when I was feeling woozy. I feel horrible not just because I'm weak and still in pain but because I shouldn't have cut myself, but to me it felt right. I know this sounds stupid but I'd honestly rather feel pain then nothing at all, since I have no love in my life at all besides Kakashi loving me as his own son. I then hear a light knock on my door I haul my blanket up to my stomach because I'm only wearing boxers "C-come in", I say as best as possible then the door opens and hear the person walking towards my bedroom door as i see his loving face I smile. Kakashi walks over to my bed and smiles "How ya feeling son?", he asks me, I look at my wrist disappointedly "W-well I still feel weak but I wanna keep training no matter what", I say as I stand up and almost fall down, but Kakashi grabs my arm "You should stay hear and rest..", he started to say but I cut him off "No! I have to train I'm tired of being the weak link! I need to get strong! Out of the entire squad 7 I was the weakling!! The only reason I became for strong was because of my hatred! And because of Tobi and Orochimaru's help! And if you were any kind of a father you would help me!!", I say just noticing I called him my father "Well..Y-you think of me as your father?", Kakashi asks me with a sideways smirk "Well..Y-yeah when I needed a adult to help me through you were always there, and I don't really remember my real father that much so I guess I've always thought of you as him", I say as I finish dressing in my training clothes, then I pat him on the shoulder when I look up he has a tear running down his cheek, he pulls me into his arms "T-t-thank you Sasuke, my son", Kakashi says through his tears as he smiles. I smile and hug him back "Your very welcome pop's", I reply with a chuckle, he smiles at my reply as he parts from our hug "By the way..", Kakashi starts to say "Yes?", I say curiously "Ok well let's just say you should tell Naruto how you feel before he changes his mind about how he feels for you", Kakashi says looking me in the eyes and I knew that, that means he walked in on them having sex or he heard them having sex. I start walking towards my doorway "Where are you going?", kakashi asks me "I'm going to train..I need to keep up my strength plus I need to think", I say as I lean on the wall walking out until I'm in the kitchen "Ok..why don't I train you like old times..please", he says smiling at me and when he says please I here the longing in his voice. I smile back at him "Yeah I'd love that", I reply as he follows me when we reach my front door my smile disappears, Kakashi notices and puts his hand on my arm "Sasuke, I know what it's like to wanna feel pain because you feel like no one loves you and that no one would care if you die..",He tries to say but I cut him off mid sentence "No! No you don't!", I say yelling but I didn't mean to "Yes I do..everyone knows what I was like when I was younger I would cut my arm everyday, not deep just good enough so I'd feel pain..everyone thinks I've matured and that I'm a different man now then I was then but I don't see it I don't think so..",He says as he hauls his sleeves up,my eyes widen a little as I see a bunch of deep scars all over both his arms "Do you still cut?",I ask him curiously "Nah..I haven't in about 27 days", he says kinda smirking to himself "That's good..now I'm just going to face the village head on", I say as I walk out the door. I look around everyone stared at me but I just looked at Kakashi who took my hand in his and gave it a little squeeze as we walk towards this little open space near in front of the hokage's building. I look up and see Naruto spinning in his chair with a huge smile on his face, I chuckle to myself as suddenly I'm struck to the ground "oh my god Sasuke! How are you? What's up? Are you busy later? If you ever want anyone to talk to I'm here!", Ino screams at me as she's laying on top of my chest "ugh..",I don't know what to say to her then I decide to tell her the truth "I'm fine thanks. And sure we can hang out sometime but..I have too tell you that honestly we will never be together not because I don't like you but because..I'm gay and my heart is or I mean will be fully devoted to him", I say truthfully and proudly "Oh wow I didn't think you were..Well yeah friend's?", Ino says holding out her hand I take her by the waist and haul her into a hug "Yeah friends", I say in her ear I feel her face turning hot as I let her go I take her hand and I slowly bend down and kiss it smiling at her "ugh I-I have to go talk to you later!", she yells as walks away blushing. As I watch her walk away I hear Kakashi laughing behind me "You tell her your gay yet you still act like a ladies man that's something", kakashi says as he takes off his vest and shirt so he's bare chested and wow he is built for a old man "Y-yeah", I say as I stare at his chest he smiles then looks behind me "Hm is that Naruto?", He says pointing behind me "What? Where?", I say and then suddenly Kakashi had me pinned on the ground with a kunai at my throat "What the..", I say but then he chuckles "Are you sure you were one of my students? My very first rule was you never ever let your guard down no matter what", he says as he gets off me and holds his hand out to me, I take his hand and he helps me up "Yeah but you were kinda playing dirty their you know how I feel about Naruto", I say I little upset with myself that I fell for that "Yeah I'm sorry", Kakashi says as he holds his arms out "Hug?", he asks me hm I know what he's doing here "Yeah of course", I say as I hold my arms out then he grabs my wrist, but I kick him I'm the gut and I take his wrist and flip him on the ground as I put my knee on his chest I hold my kunai to his neck "Gotcha Pop's!!", I say proudly as I get off him and hold my hand to help him up "Yeah you did", he says as he takes my hand but as he takes my hand right with his he takes my left arm with his other hand and flips me against the tree "Ow fuck!", I scream as my ribs and face impact with it, suddenly I feel liquid dripping from my eye I wipe it off to see is blood "Oh god Sasuke I didn't mean that I didn't think about where I was throwing you!", Kakashi says as he runs to me "Nah I-it's fine just my rib feels like its broken", I say as I get up and turn towards him "I'm so sorry we should get it checked if it hurts that much", he apologizes as he looks worried "It's ok I know it was accident and no I wanna kick your ass old man", I say smiling at him then suddenly he looks behind me "Naruto's coming over", he says lowly "Nuh-uh I'm not falling for that one again", I say smiling at him "Your not falling for what again?", A voice behind me says as I turn around I see Kakashi wasn't lying this time it is Naruto not wearing a shirt ouch that boy is fine! I say to myself in my head.