other side of the mirror

chapter -9

IT ALL FALL APARTS part 1

"I detest you hurting yourself , you're so tense my love." I murmur , my voice barely noticeable . I watch him relentlessly toss and turn in his sleep , small pained noise escaping him .

A nightmare .

Seems like my paramour is plagued by frightening probability of being abandoned .

My cold dead heart stirs inside my chest insisting I provide comfort to my better half . It rebukes me for
Leaving him alone and defenceless with no one to call out for help when he's in mental distress .

A little distress for a limited period of time for long-lasting comfort is better than indefinite pain after I have claimed him for my own he will be secured from not only just mental distress but other animals , disgusting predators .

The Predator that would stalk him into a nice dark cornor with no escape with an intent to destroy someone so fragile and pure .

I hear another distressed noise and a shuddering exhale with a slight murmer of "Mr stark ." I was aware he was referring to to my parallel image but my traitorous brain somehow believed it was I .

"I'm here my spider  nothing is going to hurt you , never you . I have been watching you sleep and I know it's not socially acceptable but you're so delightfully vulnerable and the world is full of horror and predators . You need a protector , you need me . You're dark protector ." He couldn't hear me but this one-sided conversation was the most stimulating conversation I had in months .

It was always you somehow that I loved always end up hurting .

Flashback

"I don't get it , where did I go wrong Mr stark ? I thought I was a good boyfriend . Why would mj do this to this me ?" I dispassionately handed my teary eyed angel another tissue .

"Why would she lie to me ? What does that guy have that I don't ? Why would she cheat on me ?" He blows his nose on the tissue and throws it towards dustbin completely missing it .

"Maybe it's because I am not athletic and I make bad and nerdy puns . She was too good for anyway , I offered her my everything , my time , my love , my heart and she stomped on it like a cockroach ." I refuse to let my love bring himself down . I firmly claspe his head between my palms and stare at him dead in the eyes .

"listen to me Mr Parker , you are too good and precious for this world if anything it's miss Jones loss and you deserve all and only the best things in the world ." He sniffs and buries his face on my chest . Normally such feeble behavior would be annoying but with Parker it left me breathless .

"It was quite a shock though , I didn't quite  believe miss Jones is capable of infidelity ." If Peter's face wasn't buried in his chest , he would have seen the omnious smile on his face .

"Did you happen to recognise the other ..... Participant ?" He shakes his head still hiding his face .

"Dude was muscled not the buff kind but more toned and had dirty blonde hair , I left like a coward before either of them of could say a word . I wish I could say it was my childhood bully flash but it wasn't ." He sulked a little more .

"Well then , enough with the sorrow soiree . I Believe it's time to stop mourning your now dead relationship with miss Jones and hope the ashes of it gives rise to a better liaison . You're invited to tonight's celebration at the stark tower ." It was a great show of show power not to throw the man in my arms on the nearest flat surface and ravish him .

"I am sorry for acting so unprofessionally in the work place ." I wanted to chasitise him but held myself back .

My arms still tightened once more around him before releasing him . He smiled at me gratefully , now embarrassed about his loss of composure .

He didn't know that I did want was him to lose his composure and act unprofessionally , break all the boundarie-

" I better get my best suit out then ." He smiles and leaves . Such a tease , my paramour .

My hunger for him driving me delirious . I couldn't wait to sink my claws in him tonight , yes tonight is the night . I have to reap the fruits of labour now , it wasn't exactly easy to  break miss Jones and Mr Parker off .

I chuckle and leave to get ready .

It was special night .

AT THE PARTY

I was yet again surrounded by empty faces dressed in fancy clothing , showing off like peacocks . With a drink in hand I was waiting for certain someone for whom I had orchestratated the whole evening .

I sip on Scotch ready to take my departure just then I saw him , at the entrance  fiddling with his cuffs and looking uncomfortable around the so called "beautiful people " .

I departure to rescue him , can't have his attention stolen now can we .

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Nobody ....

Nobody in this world ....

Lightdilemma -(rises from the dead and uploads a new chapter out of the blue .)