heartbreaker #1

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you once become a part of my world

once touched my life by cold

once to shared with me in carrying

my heavy loads

but now, those days of ours

have started to folds.

you once become my everything's reason

once became my reason why

i keep holdin' on

once stayed with me and failed

to leave me alone

but now, I'm the only one to face

the burden's dawn

you once promised to love me forever

once promised that we'll always be together

once promised not to hurt me, remember?

but now, keeping those promises

unsaid is much better

you once protected me from

the harm of anybody

once I kept me in your arms and

let me feel your security

once comforted me when times

seemed so scary

but now, here I am, badly

injured emotionally

you once made my whole world

so complete

once prevented madness be near

me even a minute

once offered your life and

took all the risk

but now, I'm all on fizzle and

will never ever felt the brisk

and all of those are only once

and never been twice

once stayed, once touched,

once become nice

once promised, once protected,

and once helped me to rise

once comforted, once prevented

and once loved; yet full of LIES

I only loved once and once love back

I never hate even at once but why

does hatred I've got

I thought that you gently treated me,

but in my back, you're rough

I gave you all my trust, but why

are you such a bluff

do I really deserve such love

only to make fun on me?

after all that I loved and still

love you than anybody else could be

and so as if it's all wrong that

you can only see

It's because you taught me only

to love and never let go off thee.

but I'm thankful despite of hatred

is what I only knew

that once in my lifetime,

I met and I had you

and even at once, you enriched

this heart that knows only few

'coz I found out what love is

when I once fell in love with you.

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