My life before was doing fine,
I still can smile behind my cries
I can't believe that it won't last long
When you became to deteriorate my life
Since then all I know is doubt and fear
I can no longer smile in the true sense of the world
I can no longer have the full happiness I deserved
And I blame you for all the changes you've made
My only mistake for all I know is loving you
I did not intend to and please believe just to get rid of you
And it's your fault alone when your road crossed mine
You obviously know that this is pretty wrong
But still, you afford to make south meet north
I made a wall between us to keep my sanity
But you wrecked it at the very least of time
You came to my life like a thief in the night
Taking all that was left for myself
But now's the time to held it back to me
Though you won't, you still have to, for it's all mine
And now, is the coldest hour of my life
All alone and no one seems to care
But I have to move on at any cost
No matter how hopeless the fate that awaits on me
I am now in a deep sense of longing
freezing cold of emptiness started to devour me
My awareness seems to shatter into pieces
But I have to go on though it aches badly
It's against my will to let you go
But I have to take the other way around
Both of us are not meant for each other
And the reality can never be revearsed
I'll soon put these silent confessions across this slab
But for now, I have to face the painful consequences
And I can't escape the gripping sadness evolving inside me
This is the price of my HOLLOWED ILLUSIONS, and I deserve this
