Talk

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The first time I saw you, I honestly felt nothing.

It was when you were just– standing there in front, talking about you're the representative for our strand and we should vote you.

You sang. Ofc, with your friend. Jeez, it was fucking cute. But I didn't really paid attention to you.

I still didn't know you. We're strangers till now, sadly :<

We were just students in our school, with the same strand and same age. Though I really wouldn't say that since you'll probably be 18 this year.

But I won't mind if you're older than me though hEhE–

We didn't see much of each other after that because you were busy. Ofc, as a Grade 12 student, you should focus on other things than looking at my way and that's fine.

But Club Fest came and, you sang again. I still have my glasses back then and I watched you sing on the stage.

I listened and honestly, you and your friend's voice are faint and I really didn't heard you much but you were cute. I remember you wearing your club's shirt and you walking around, talking to your club mates and just standing. Like a beautiful, lost goddess you are lmao.

I'm not a creep, I swear.

I signed up for your club (it's a singing club, and yes. I can sing úwù) and got into this audition shit.

And surprisingly, I got in with my awesomely ugly, voice.

I thought I was gonna sing in front of you then, but I just got more nervous because it wasn't you and too many people for my liking were in there with their hawk-like, judging eyes and serious, straight faces.

You were in the other room, judging other people as well. I would've loved to hear your opinion with my voice but getting in the club was good enough.

It's good enough 'cause you're in there too

🎶tenenenenew~ tenenenenew~🎶

One day though, I was waiting for a jeep to pass by because my ass was itching and ready to go home. You and your friends were there and we all introduced ourselves to each other and shook hands (yes, your hand is soft afffffff–) and we were all smiles and shit and got into the jeep when one stopped.

I was silent as mute and you and your girl friends were a bit loud then they all went their way because they were going to fuck.

Just kidding, they all went to a mall..?

So, as I was saying, they disappeared and the two of us were seated next to each other.

We talked a bit about the club and you telling me you can play the guitar and the piano.

I told you I want to play piano too, and you said you'll teach me when you have time.

Ofc you didn't do that 😂 what did I expect?

But I understood, because I'm not that close to you and we couldn't just do that just because we're both interested about something. It doesn't mean we're instant friends as well, just because we talked.

But I kinda wished it happened. I kinda wished it did.

This shit getting dramatic af lmao

After our little talk, you said goodbye and nodded.

Then patted my leg.

And I was like– omgomgomgomgomgomgshepattedmylegomgomg

And went your way.

And I just sat there and thought–

Holy fuck, I got juju-ed by Cupid's arrow straight to my fucking meow meow.