I'm sorry I let you down

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Heya sorry it's been a while heh welp I'm back and again sorryyy

Bakugou's POV:

When I get home I see a note on the fridge I know what it says so I just tear it down I don't know why the old hag even bothers anymore it's same-thing every day  (note) Hey brat can ya make dinner again I'm gonna be late home I should be back by 10 though. Same note. Every day. Same routine. Every day. I make dinner for me, dad and mum, dad  and I eat together, I do homework till midnight, mum comes home at 1am drunk. Every time.

I get to work on dinner I'm going to make katsudon- dad's favourite. But when dad gets home he looks exhausted and worse than normal. I help him sit down, make him a cup of herbal tea and get his medication "hey dad how ya feeling?" I sit next to him gently " I'm going to be honest with ya kat... I'm struggling to work.... I...I think I'm getting worse I don't  know how much longer I've got" "n-no d-don't say that dad you're gonna get better you're gonna see me become number 1 hero you're gonna be ok.. p-please..." I have tears in my eyes I'm so glad my class mates can't see me in such a weak state "kat" he cups my face gently "sometimes you gotta face the truth I've not got long left on this earth. I'm not getting better I never will. it's hard for me too but there's nothing we can do." tears start rolling down my cheeks "n-no you can't go you can't leave me with mum you know what she's like please..." he starts crying too (I don't know if I can continue I'm crying so much ahhh) "I'm sorry kat I love you but... I saw the doctor according to her I've got less than a year..." I'm shocked "w-what n-no....." I stand up and walk back into the kitchen I start hyperventalaiting I curl up into a ball on the floor and sob. I don't know how to feel.

After dinner I go upstairs and just lie on my bed I don't do my homework I just cry. I get barely any sleep that night every time I drift off my dreams are plagued by nightmares as usual but these are worse: my dad dying, mum hitting me until I pass out and bleed, class 1a making fun of me.

~The next day~

I don't wanna get up but the thought of mum being awake helped me drag myself out of bed and into school

Mr Aizawa: Good everyone did there homework except... Bakugou. Bakugou if you don't come up with good enough excuse you will get a detention                                                  

Shit if I get a detention mum will kill me I might as well tell the truth

Bakugou: mumbles 

A: speak up

B: mumbles

A: louder geez you never had an issue with shouting

B: can I tell you alone...

A: no everyone can here your excuse it better be good

B: m-my d-dad mumbles

A: LOUDER!

B: F-FINE! I JUST FOUND OUT MY DAD HAS LESS THAN A YEAR TO LIVE WHICH MEANS IT'LL JUST BE ME AND MUM AND I....I-I j-just c-can't............

A: I'm sorry bakugou I....

B: WHATEVER!

I wipe my tears as I run straight tinto the bathroom lock myself in a stall crying I roll up my sleeves and pull out a knife.......

I deserve this~

Not including this 569 words (insert lenny face) hope ya enjoyed! :)