Survival Guide!!

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Why are people so fake? And two faced? I can be sometimes too but really. Why do people talk bad about other people then act like their best friend? Anyways I hvent written on here in a while so I thought I would. Tonight at church we used this verse John 1:10

He was in the world, and though the world was made through him, the world did not recognize him.'

1 of my fav verses. Look around u.. Th worlds changed.. But it isn't any different then yesturday.. It just has a bit more color I think. There's evil everywhere. And sin. Why is it that the things that used to be frowned on are all of a sudden ok? We are all so pathetic and don't deserve such a great, awesome God. Look. Doing crap cuz ur friends do it ain't gonna get u anywhere. The people around u do not matter. One day they r gonna die and so are u. Maybe u don't believe in God but let me tell u what. I'd rather live life believing there is a God and dying and finding out there ain't then living life not believing and finding outthere is. The people in your highschool are gonna die one day. When u graduate, chances are u will never see then again. Your boyfriend or girlfriend is pressuring you.. Then they aren't good for you. "no matter who u r, where u been or where u are going u make a difference. Make sure it's a good one."-me. I'm so gonna be the next ghandi!!! Anyways. We are all like candles. A small flame. And not very long after we are lit a wind will blow us out. Mak sure u live right. It's never too late to change ur ways, ur life. U have to believe.. Or u wouldn't have read this far.. Thank u so much for reading by the way :) but u can't look around at the evil in this world and not hope and pray there is a God to save us from it. U can't look at the beauty ofthis world and not know something wonderful and amazing created it. As I said before. There are people in this world that act like monkeys.. But I didn't come from a monkey. I came from a man and a woman created by God. I've been depressed lately. Money problems, parents fighting, friend drama, boy drama, oh dear the boy drama.. People stealing from us. My dog dying, my grandmother getting put in emergency room.. We didn't get to have thanksgiving with her but she's doing great now! In her swing bed at home. Tough lady huh? She's 83! Stressing over school.. Much more. Lifes been tough. But God never said it'd be easy. But yet I still smile everywhere I go. I Bottle stuff up so bad. And try to make everyone happy.. And I just remid myself there is a reason for everything and if I live right maybe God will show me al of those reasons. And my purpose here on earth. It's really bad to say but at this point I wish my parents would just get a divorce. They've fought for a long time now and i'm sick of it. The boy dramas funny.. But I don't want to get into that. Anyways. Don't live for the people around u. Live for God. In the end those people won't matter.

It's pathetic how bad this world has come to be!!! I'm terrified of what God is going to do to straighten us up but I cannot wait for the day he does. Anywhoe I'll write again sometime lol