It feels like I'm missing something.
Something strange I can't seem to figure out.
What is this feeling of hopelessness?
I figured out what the problem is.
The problem was I was alone.
I was always alone in this world.
no one seemed to care for me at all,
About how I felt or if I ate anything.
No one seemed to even notice my existence.
I hated being alone all the time.
But I've grown used to this emptiness around me.
I guess I was meant to be alone in this world.
Everything I tried to do, to get someone's attention.
Nothings seemed to work at all.
I gave up.
I gave up mostly everything in my life.
I ran away from people that used to torture me.
I ran away from people that tried to cause harm towards me.
I tried to find people that loved me for who I was.
But here...there's nothing left.
Nothing left to do.
So if anyone is out there feeling this type of loneliness.
I hope you don't give up like I had done.
I hope you find the happiness that you deserve.
Anyone that asks about me I'm on the other side.
I've discontinued living.
I've gave up my entire existence at this point and beyond.
The emptiness of being alone.
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