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"I could never be with someone like you"

That crushed me. I thought that I could have a chance with him. I wanted to say something, to know why, but nothing could come out of my mouth. Tears started to form in my eyes. I wanted todoroki to comfort me and pull me into a hug. Anything, but he just looked at me like I was just a waste of space and he walked away from me. That's what hurts the most.

I didn't know what to do. I wanted to curl up in a ball and cry. After a few minutes, I started walking away wanting to go home. But I ended up walking to the old park kacchan and I used to play when we were younger. I guess as a form of comfort It was getting dark out but I needed some time to myself. I sat down on a bench and once I knew that no one else was there I sobbed my eyes out. Once I ran out of tears of the embarrassment of todoroki rejecting me I checked the time on my phone.

It was later then I thought, and my mom has called me 24 times. I knew I needed to get back home so that she could stop worrying. I stood up and started to walk home. Once I got there I noticed that the door was open. I didn't worry too much and just thought that she forgot to close it so I walked in. "mom I'm home. Sorry I was out so late" I said but I didn't see her anywhere "mom?'' I looked in her room than my own room but I couldn't find her. Then I walked into the kitchen. I expected to see here cooking dinner or something but instead, I found her lying on the flood in a pool of her own blood with stab wounds in her chest and stomach. "Mom!" I yelled and ran to her. I couldn't lose her. Not now. I called 911 as I held her in my arms and cried. "I can't lose you now please don't go. I need you"

The last thing I remember was sirens then the hospital and people telling me that she didn't make it then I blacked out.

~time skip~

The next day I woke up in my bed from the sound of my alarm clock. It was all okay until the memories of yesterday flooded back into my head. I didn't want to remember everything that took place. I sat up and turned off my alarm clock. "I should get ready for school" I muttered to myself before standing up and walking to the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror and saw bags under my eyes and tear stains also messy hair and it was obvious that I didn't get any sleep. I brushed my teeth and tried to tame my hair then walked back into my room and got changed. I put on my uniform and shoes then grabbed my bag and walked to the door. "Bye mom" I yelled then felt the sharp pain of realization that she wasn't here. I bit my lip to hold back tears then continued the walk out of the house and on my way to school.

I walked slower than I normally did and paid more attention to the cracks on the sidewalk or the pebbles on the road. I guess that I got a little too distracted and realized I was almost late for school. I started running thought what's the point if I'm late. No, mom would never approve of me thinking like that. I just need to keep my head up and try to get through the day. I say to myself and kept running.

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