~Chapter 36~

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**Justin went to a private island (Calivigny Island, Grenada) with Jeremy, Alfredo, Ryan Butler, Soundz, Lil Za, Matthew Espinosa, Hailey Baldwin and many more) for his birthday**

~Tessa's P.O.V~

God, how could this happen?

That was it.

I broke him and I knew I liked him, maybe more.

I lied to him and I lied to myself.

This is all my fault.

I-I just didn't know what to say.

I really do like him but how could I if I'm in a relationship with Leonard?

God, I hope that Leonard doesn't know about this and maybe anyone else.

I've waited so long for his lips to be locked with mine, waiting for that passionate moment.

But when we kissed, I saw a little flash go off.

I honestly don't know what it was. I think I was going a little paranoid.

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We were all sitting in the living room and having all types of fatty snacks but I lost my appetite.

"Jason, I'll be up in my room" I sighed, walking upstairs.

Have you ever had this feeling where you secretly admired someone and you just have to deny it?

In front of their face?

My head collided with a toned chest.

"S-sorry" I gulped. My eyes locked with his, suddenly.

"Justin?" I hummed.

"Tessa?" He mocked me, chuckling.

"What are you doing up here, alone?" I added.

I examined his eyes a little, they were red and puffy. The fuck?

"Uh, j-just took a little nap" he sighed.

"Where's everybody?" He asked.

"Probably in the theatre room" I looked back down the stairs, seeing no one in the living room.

"Oh" he sighed, walking passed me.

"Goodnight" he mumbled, disappearing.

"Uh, goodnight" I hummed.

I shut the door as I walked in. I felt the guilty-Ness increase. Tears were threatening to fall out my eyes, whilst I walked to the bathroom.

I shut the door, sliding down in the process. I bought my knees to my chest, hugging them.

Tears continued to fall out my eyes, whilst my lip quivered, a little.

"You know what... Fuck it" I sighed, sanding up and brushing my clothes.

This guilty-ness will eventually wash away, I shouldn't cry my eyes out.

It won't wash away, you're just goin' to make it worse.

I rolled my eyes, my mind was talking complete bullshit, right now.

I dryly chuckle, looking at my reflection in the mirror. "Who am I?" I scoff.

"Nineteen year old Tessa. No parents, no job, a fucked up relationship and a fucked life" I rolled my eyes, wiping my tears away.

My mascara practically left a black smudge against my cheek.

"Argh" I growled, annoyed.

My phone started ringing, whilst I attempted to wipe away the make-up with some wipes.

"Shit" I muttered, bringing my phone out.

"H-hello?" I hummed, adjusting the phone into the crook of my neck.

"Hey, babe. What's up?" He chuckled.

"Uh- hey, babe. I-I'm kind of busy, I'll call you some other time, ok?" I gulped.

Ah, Justin. Justin, Justin, Justin, Just-

"-Ok. I'll see you later, babe" he sighed.

"Oh, all right. See ya" I giggled.

I chuckled, putting my phone into my pocket.

"Tess?" He hummed, knocking.

Justin.

"Y-yeah?" I gulped.

I looked a mess, I quickly tied my hair agian and fixed all the smothered make up on my face.

"You okay?" Justin asked from the other side of the door.

"Y-yeah, just give me a minute" I hummed, adjusting my hair a little.

I opened the door, placing a small smile on my lips.

"What's up?" I giggle, walking to my bed.

"Nothin', just wondering where you were" he hummed.

"Oh" I sighed, sitting down.

"Did you find the others?" I hummed, whilst he sat next to me.

"Y-yeah" he brushed his hands through his soft brown hair.

He bought his phone out from his front pocket and checked the time.

"You tired?" He hummed.

"Yeah... Just a little" I hum, yawning a little.

"I'll see you in the morning" he smiled, walking out the room.

I changed my clothes into my shorts and tank-top.

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I sobbed for a while now, maybe longer. I haven't gotten any sleep since Justin left the room.

My eyes were practically burning, right now. I breathed out, sighing.

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