Past to Present(JENLISA)

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Jennie POV

When i go inside i cry and cry

I go to the kitchen to get some beer and start drinking it..

"Why its hard for me to forget him..

Im so tired to this fucking tears..

I want to be happy and be on peace..

I want love..

I want to be important..

But nobody wants to give it to me..

I try to be important but every time i remember everything i cry..

Im so weak..

IM SO FUCKING WEAK!!!

I dont know what to do..

Why every people that give me love,importance was getting away..

Especially my parents..their life..

Mom,Dad I MISS YOU SO MUCH.."

I cry harder...

I feel so dizzy because im already drunk..

When i feel someone sit infront of me

I cant see it clearly because its getting blurry..

Im so dizzy..

"Do you eat before you drink all of this?"someone ask..

And i just chukled..

"H-how can i eat when there's no food...w-when..no one wants to join me.."i said

And i hear a sigh

And after that..i dont know everything because my eyes slowly closed..

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When i woke up im on my bed..

My head hurts so much..and i can feel that my eyes swollen because i cry last night..

"What happen?

I mean..

Why im here??

Who bring me upstairs???"

When im trying to remember
My head hurts again

"Awww.."i complain and hold massage my head

I stand up to fix my self and go down stairs

I hear someone cooking and i smell something good..

When i walk to the kitchen i saw..

"Liam?"i call him

He face me

"Ahmm..jen..GOOD MORNING"he said nerviously and smile

I raise my eyes brow..

"What are you doing here??"i ask him coldly

"Ahm..i will just answer that after you eat this.."he said and pull me at the table and let me sit

He sit infront of me..

"Lets eat.."he said while giving me a smile

And i just look at him..

"Try this.."he said and putting food on my plate

Why his doing this?

Whats wrong with him?

But this is my first time again eating with someone..

Someone that make me feel im special..

I watch him eat

"What are you waiting for??your food is cold already..this is your coffee...and know youre having h-hangover?"he said and give me the coffee

I try not to smile because he try to say a word he dont know..

I start to eat

"Hey jen..stop drinking alcohol without eating anything"he said to me

I look at him and raise my eye brow because of disbelieving

"Who are you to command me?"i ask with pissed off tone

"IM PRINCE LIAM~"he said confidently trying to make me laugh

That made me cough and he panic and give me water

"Yahh..slowly"he said

"Its your fault stupid"i said to him and rolled my eyes

"Oh..by the way where do you stay?"i ask

"Its secret"he said while his raising his eyes brow playfully

"Yahh tell me!"i said but he shook his head

I clench my jaw and rolled my eyes..

"Are you done?"he ask and i nod

And he start to clean it..

"Where are you going"he ask because he saw me im prepared..

"At the casino..waste my time there.."i said that made him glared at me..

"No you're not going there"i said

What happen to this man

He learn to command me

"Just go shopping..i'll go with you"he said that made me shock

"How do you know that?"i ask

"Oh..because i hear thats the thing girls do when they are bored"he explain..

"I dont want it..its so boring"i said and crossed my arms

"What if...lets go walk outside?"he ask

"Its too cold outside.."i said coldly

"What if.."he said

"Stop!i want to go to the casino"i said and stand up

He stand up too

"No you're not going there"he said

"Why im wasting my time arguing with you if i can leave..you cant do anything to stop me"i said and rolled my eyes

"I can.."he said confidently

I look at him and he bring out my car key that made my eyes widden

"Go..but you will walk..or ride taxi"he said and smirk

"HOW DO YOU GET THAT?!?!GIVE IT BACK YOU STUPID!!"i shout at him

I go at him to get my key but he immediately raise it

His so tall..

I jump to get it but we both lost our balance and lie at the floor..

Im on his top and accidentaly

I kiss him..

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