Past to Present(JENLISA)

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Jennie POV

"I LOVE YOU."he said while looking at me with smile on his lips

My eyes widden and my heart start to beat madly..

Whats happening..

"W-what did you s-said?"i ask

He put down his phone and move close to me

"I said i love you"he said

"L-love?"

That the only word that comes into my mouth

And he nod

"Jen..you always make my heart beat fast..and its my first time to feel this.."he said

But i still cant talk

"At first i feel that im starting to like you..but everytime youre with me..you make my heart beats madly..and thats when i realize..i dont like you anymore because i already love you.."he said

My heart still beat madly..

Whats going on!!

I cant do this..

If he see my face turn into red he will think i love him too

I stand up that made him shook

"W-what are you saying liam..stop it!its not funny anymore!"i said

"But im serious"he said

"What ever...j-just f-forget your feelings..its nonsense.."i said and leave

I didnt hear him talk

Wait what did i said???

NONSENSE????

Did i hurt him????

The fuck jen!!

What if i go back to him??

And say im sorry??

Wait what

Why should i do that???

Ofcourse no.

Did i hurt him?

"Aughhh!!!!"

I dive at my bed

This is so stressing!!

Liam POV

When she leave i just cant talk

I go to the leaving room and watch tv

But i cant focus

"Nonsense?"

"My feelings are nonsense??"

Her words hurt me

I sigh..

Maybe she just get shock...

I just discover my feeling lately then i will confess to her that fast..

But i cant blame myself because i dont have knowledge about love...about confessing

She's my first..

Maybe i just forget about it.
And act normla

Jennie POV

I go downstair because i want to walk outside to smell fresh air..

And maybe go for the casino..

Yeah yeah..maybe i will go to the casino

Thats the good idea..

I saw liam sitting at the sofa while watching tv

When he saw me he immediately stand up and look at me

This is so awkward!!

"Where are we going?"he ask

"We??only me..stay here"i said

"Wait what?ofcourse not..i will go wherever you go."he said

I just sigh and rolled my eyes

I have no choice..he can drive.

He drive me at the casino

At first he dont want me to go here but he cannot control me.

Hours later playing at the casino im done..

I walk at the parking lot and i saw him standing..

I cleared my thoat to get his attention

"Are you done?lets go home."he said

"What?go home?the fuck."i said

"Where are we going??"he ask

"Party"i said while smirking

Liam POV

When we go at the bar she immediately order beers and drink it

I can feel that she's so empty..

She look at me drankly

"Don't look at me like that.."she said but i still look at her

She playfully smile at me

"You know liam..you're so brave when you confess at me"she said but i just listen to her

But i don't really want to remember that..especially when she said its NONSENSE.

"You confess at me not knowing that you will leave me too..not knowing that you HAVE to.."she said and smirk

She's so drank

But she's right..

"Hey stupid..remember this..everything is not PERMANENT..because everything that you LOVE..will LEAVE you"she said and give me a fake smile..

"Just remember that"she said and slowly closing her eyes and fall asleep.

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