Past to Present(JENLISA)

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Liam POV

I arrive at the hospital..feeling nothing..my mind was blank..i feel so numb..

Maybe if i dont run and go far away..

Maybe jen is in the good condition right now..

"Liam?"i heard the voice from my back that made me look

"Liam!!"

Its rosé..

I just stop my tears to fall down..

"How is she?"i ask..

"Thank god its not that critical..she's ok now..she's just sleeping.."she said and i nod..

Then rosé look at me confusely..

"W-what's wrong??"she ask

I just sigh and close my eyes to stop my tears..

My heart is aching right now..

"Rosé..its my fault.."

"Its my fault why she's here..why she got accident.."

Then my tears betray me..

"What?no!dont say that!its just an accident..no one want it to happen..so dont say that!"she said..

"You dont understand.."

My tears continue to fall down..so i wipe it..

"The what?i told you its just an acci--"

"I TOLD YOU ITS MY FAULT!"

she got startled..

"If i just face the truth..if i just accept that i dont belong here..she's not hurt right now!"

"But i got scared!i try to escape..not thinking what will be the result.."

"Liam..whats wrong?dont blame your self.."she said

I sigh and look down while my tears continue to fall down..

"Rosé..

its time...

the old woman came back.."

She froze..the her eyes begin to have tears..

"W-what?its not true right??"she said

"I hope its not.."

Then i saw her tears too...then she hug me..

She become my bestfriend and sister to me..

"Liam please dont.."she said and i hear her sobs

I should not cry infront of them!

Its just gonna hard for me and to them..

I sigh..

And break the hug..

I hold her shoulder and look at her eyes..

"Shh dont cry..

I dont deserve your tears..

Its too precious..

So stop.."

She just pout while crying

"Listen to me..

Please do everything to make her better ok??

Please dont leave her side..

Please eat with her..

Please watch movie with her while cuddling...

Do it for me ok?

Because i cant do that anymore..