ALLIE |C.D|

CHAPTER SIX

ALLIE ANDERSON

HIGHSCHOOL NIGHTMARES

I'm not really one to open up about my past nor bring it up in any situation, In my mind if I ever did that I would just think of myself as a "Petty Fragile Girl", Now the fragile one wasn't wrong.

I do break easily, You could talk the tiniest bit of crap about me behind my back and I would already be a sobbing mess, Even if it's constructive criticism, Actually im over-exaggerating. Maybe I would'nt be a sobbing mess if you gave me some constructive criticism or just plain old small critisicm actually, I would still be butthurt thinking that I am not good enough or what I did was not pleasing to one's naked eye.

Some would think im being pathetic since I get butthurt over some criticism but considering i've lived all of my life trying to be perfect to everyone's eyes small thing's like these could affect me harder that you think it does.

Oh lovely is'nt it?, How I could get lost in my thoughts so easily...
Truly is a wonder how we could all do that, having thoughts I mean.

Now im not going to waste my time anymore, I remembered I still have alot of things to do, After all I do have a life, times like this are quite strange actually. Usually I would be in my bed wrapped in my blanket watching some shit show, Somehow I find amusement in that.

But today is different im actually.....busy as some might call it.

If you're curious on what I might be doing today... Let's just say it involves alot of Lucy Jacques in it. Uh oh...

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"So whose coming to this small gathering as you describe it?" I asked looking at all the uncooked food on the table, That was still waiting to be whirled around in a hot pan.

Lucy dragged her finger up to her cheek and smirked, she leaned back to the wall behind her and tucked her left arm on her right elbow, She licked her lips before answering.

"Our highschool classmates and some other people" She took a momen before squealing in joy. "Oh my god! Can you believe it?!?! We'll get to see our old friends again!!!" She jumped in excitement before looking at me and searching for the emotion she looked for on my face.

I, on the other hand froze, face turned pale, and legs felt like noodles as i played with my fingers nervously. Why would she do this? I thought she knew what went down in highschool? On why I refuse to go to any Highschool Reunions...

"Why aren't you happy?" She asked before a flash of emotion go behind her eyes, as if a specific moment played like an old movie inside her mind that brought back memories that should've been forgotten.

"Well it's too late to cancel now isn't it?" I asked taking a seat or else i would've fainted on the spot, Lucy nodded her head, Guilt filled her eyes as regret flooded it. What if I won't go just like the rest of the reunions?

"And it would be a shame if you don't..." she said as if reading my thought. "C'mon Allie it's been what? Six years since highschol! I'm sure no one even remembered it nor would they still mock you for it, And if they do you could say their still as immature as they were in highschool" Lucy finished with a smile on her face.

I looked down still feeling a bit unsure, But on another note she's also right, People forgive and forget, Well in my case I forgive and they forget, Ugh fine, I know someday that  have to face my  "friends " back then anyways. The air qoutation's we're very much needed.

"Okay" I mumbled letting out a big sigh, and finally I lifted up my head after alot of thinking, looking up to see Lucy's face.
Expecting her to jump on me yelling something that revolves on "I'm so happy for you oh my god!" God how much I hate people like that, Close or not I personally don't tolerate it, For me it feels as if though their invading my privacy, some though don't think like this but for me it's sort of that way, But in other situations where it's like a huge ass deal, now that's the time you can jump or god knows what you do when you're happy I don't care, As long if I have the same level of happiness as you go for it.

Now i'm rambling about this nonsense, well little things matter too, how did that sentence apply to what I just said? I may never know, the word's just come out of nowhere, or thoughts in my situation.

"Atta girl' i'm proud of you" Lucy patted my shoulder giving me a look of proudness making me smile, A sense of pride filling in me. Well her reaction went way better than I thought it would be.

"So they arrive at 7 pm right?" I asked putting my hands on my hips as I looked at all the stuff that are yet to be prepared for tonight. Well there sure was a handful of things to do I'm not even sure if we could finish this on time.

"Are we even gonna finish this on time?" I asked furrowing my brows as I held up one of the item's laid out on the glass table infront of me. "Not if you keep asking questions" She sighed dramatically making me giggle and slap her upper arm slightly.

And we both started preparing for tonight, Still the uneasy feeling still stayed with me even though I tried to ignore it, It's still there. There's nothing really left to do that just hope for the best for tonighg, And whatever happens...happens.

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A rushed chapter since i want to try to update atleast every other day or two.

I do hope you enjoy this chapter! If you somehow enjoyed this, leave a vote and maybe a comment i really enjoy those! I also want to thank all those who read my book, I mean 84 reads! Wow... im speechless.

Now i can have something i could be proud of :')