Blue [Winter In December The Series - Book 1]

Chapter 4

A/n

Please stay save from the virus guys. 😣

Tee POV

"Fuck!"

That's the first word that comes out from my mouth as soon as I wake up. My heartbeat so fast, my breath is a mess, there are big beads of sweat on my forehead, and my little down there is hard proud and I'm sure it's leaking. Thank god I'm not Cumming in my pants. 

Then I realize that I'm in P'Tae's working room. I sit up immediately in fear of him see me like this. I look around and find him nowhere. I exhale in relief and literally slam my head back then cover my eyes with my arm. That dream makes me crazy. I never thought that I will dream about this moment ever again. The last time is 4 years ago. The dream about me was losing my virginity to my first love 8 years ago.

"God, you are so beautiful! Do you know that?" As he lifted me then I round my legs on his waist while he takes me to the bed.

"Your nipple is so cute you know." He chuckled but it earns him a light smack from me.

"Tell me if it's hurt or you find it uncomfortable because I want to give the best experience for your first time." He said in worry and at that time I know I fall for him more than I already did.

"Gosh, you are the best baby!" As he keeps that slow but hard trust inside of me. We made love.

"You are my everything, Than!" He kissed me with so much loving and I kissed him back as we reach our amazing orgasm together.

"I like you Than. Please be mine." As he looked at me with so much love and warmness spread inside of me like a warm spring breeze. I nod in happiness.

If you think that it was a great dream of remembering your first love, you are totally wrong. Remembering him is the least that I'm wishing for because I tried so hard to forget about him and I did it. I didn't remember him that much. I just remember his warm touch here and there all over my body and his loving kiss.

Which it's impossible for me to get it again, but it doesn't mean I want him back into my life. Nothing good will come if he comes back to my life. He is bad luck. Since I met him slowly but surely I lost everything one by one and in the end, just the pain left in me. When I know for sure he must be happy somewhere with someone his loved while I'm alone at this moment.

I hate him. Period!

I exhale for the last time before I stand up and get out of this room. I'm heading to the kitchen as I need freezing cold water to calm me down and wash this uncomfortable thirst and the thought about him. I take out the glass from the cupboard and fill it with an ice cube and ice cold water from the fridge. I drink it fast and it gives me brain freeze right away. I hold my head in pain but this pain I need it. I keep drinking and drinking. I need it to forget about him again.

"Oh, you already wake up Tee." P'Tae said. His voice scared me and it makes me choke on my water. I burst the water inside my mouth and coughing hard. I can feel my tears start to fall down from the pain.

"Are you okay?" He asks in concern

"Fuck! *cough* you scared the hell out of me P'!" As I keep coughing and holding on the counter side for support. Before I know, he places his hand on my back and caresses it up and down.

"What do I told you about cursing Tee!" He said in calm but stern and I can't say anything as I still coughing. I know I'm wrong for cursing, but I have my reason okay. Of course, I will never curse someone that does nothing, he also wrongs in this case!