The Turning Point

A Deer In Traffic

It was like i could feel the wind caress my face .  I was a lost soul just wondering in space . It was like I was dreaming but during the day . I would never give up on love even though I'm afraid . I'll just sit back and meditate. Trying to make sure I don't make a mistake . It's like once I get fed up I'm full of hate . I don't wanna participate in nothing . I just wanna assassinate all these mother loving brothers & all these careless ass mothers . It starts with the mami  , I mean it matters if there weren't no daddy . Guidance from someone else still coulda made action but a man with no backbone,Brain or no hustle is just tragic . I'm like a deer in traffic . I know my worth tho ', I bring more to the table then a average hoe . I can't fuck with you cause it's a standard . I don't even know what the standards are , I just know you missed them by far . I don't know what I saw , I was like when a deer sees a car . I wanted to run but she was shinning so bright kinda like a star . Just a lot brighter. I was stuck & I couldn't move from the tar . I'm thinking to myself Like " Damn ! I gotta find out who you are ". Couple months later I seen her at the store , a couple weeks after that I seen her in the war . I'm like " damn that's the girl I just saw " . My face felt like it hit the ground but it was my jaw . She was nice and raw , she spoke on everything she saw . I walked up to her like "  Damn baby , tell me who you is ? Don't tell me who you ain't . They keep telling me you a hoe but you single I already know you ain't a saint . You fine as fuck , what the fuck do they thank ? " I'm thinking to myself like " I know she got lines of girls waiting to come in ? But I'm what these bitches ain't ! I know I'ma take the win !" So I check my eyebrows , my teeth and my chin . Making sure everything on point then I go in . Nervous as hell swimming in sin , I think I need a fin . I can't breath I'm walking up then she starts to grin . I'm like okay , okay my fine ass must be in . I mean at least a little bit . I had on 6 inch heels , with a dress that caress , Tan crosses pressed up against my breast . I walked up on shawty with a major drip . America's next top model , I knew I was that bitch . First thing she said was " how you doing miss ? " She was as unique as a Persian Rug . It was a moment of bliss , I knew it was to early for a kiss so I went in for a hug & Every since then , I been in love .