- lavitepin's mind

- innocence

You used to be so full of life
Every step you took you took it to get to the other side
You were so happy, always smiling
You always wanted the next day to come, to make more memories that are made of bliss.
You were excited about getting a job, becoming more independent.
You thought that as long as you put love into the world you would always get it back

Now you're a growing adult
Scrambling to get hours
Aimlessly scrolling through social media longing to imitate the ones with false personas and photoshopped lives.
You don't want tomorrow to come, so you don't need to get out of bed
You realize that love doesn't always come back to you just because you throw it out there, you realize it's not a boomerang but a frisbee and when you throw that frisbee out into the world it has the choice to throw it back or not.

You realize you're not that innocent kid that you used to be.