Uncontrolled Feelings (Camren)

Chapter 26

Camila's POV 1:06pm

I woke up to someone shaking my shoulder and i instantly woke up remembering where i was. I looked up and saw Dinah, Normani, Ally, Vero, Lucy, Demi, and Selena. I was disappointed when i thought Lauren was awake but i knew that she wouldn't be waking up in awhile and that thought caused me more pain than anything so i put the thought way back in my mind.

I looked at Lauren's lifeless body and i kissed her stitches on her jaw lightly before getting up. Lauren's body was much more warmer than it was last night. I carefully got up and stretched out my body.

"Hey Mila"Dinah whispered, while everyone had the most sympathetic face on and i was internally annoyed.

"Why are you whispering? She's not asleep, she's a damn coma"I said.

"We know. Let's go get something to eat Mila, then we'll come back."Ally spoke up softly.

"Yeah alright. But don't give me that sympathetic shit okay? I want to be treated normal."I reasoned

"Okayy? Well then......Hurry your big ass up, I'm starving!"Dinah said while everyone laughed and i cracked a small smile.

"Well I'll meet you girls downstairs in a bit. I still need to freshen up, i smell like lake water"I said grimacing a little from yesterdays events.

"Can we stay here? You know just to uhmm 'talk to Lauren'?"Lucy said shyly and i nodded.

"it's not my decision, but yeah you can"I said gathering some clothes that were left on the chair. Guessing my mom came back to leave it.

"Okay, thanks"She said while they all gathered around Lauren's bed.

I kissed Lauren's forehead and whispering 'I Love You' before i walked into the bathroom that was in the hospital room. I stripped off my clothing, getting in the tiny shower letting the warm water hit my body while i had a moment to reflect on Everything.

Who was the asshole who hit Lauren out of no where? Where is he or she this moment? Is that person dead? Injured like Lauren? Alive and free? How the hell can someone ram into the side of the car, when it was a one way road? Was it on purpose? Were they drunk or something? Did they just want to ruin someone's life for no reason? I haven't seen a car on that road at all since I've been on it, so how did this happen all of the sudden?

I broke out of my thoughts when the piercing pain struck my chest and i brought the razor i had with me to my wrist. Cutting over the already healing cuts over and over, watching the thick blood drip down to the tiles, down the drain. When the blood minimized i got out and put on my outfit for the day. Which was denim short shorts, Lauren's white softball tee, my black converse, and my red bow, i brushed my hair letting it fall all natural. I put minimum make up on and some cover up on my wrist while pulling my black wristband down, then walking out of the steamy bathroom into the colder hospital room.

I saw all of them in tears and i put my bag down while i walked to Ally who was crying the hardest. She instantly put her arms around my neck and cried into my neck while i wrapped my arms around her waist pulling her closer letting my tears out as well.

"I can't lose my best friend Camila! I've known her since the fourth grade, what am i going to do?"She sobbed then she continued

"Like you should know how i feel, but i know you must feel 10 times worse because she's your number one Love. I just don't understand? How can everything be perfect and then boom Lauren's in a coma?"She sobbed in my ear and i nodded in agreement.

"We just have to be strong okay? We have to have faith in what's to come later on. We have to be strong for Lauren." I whispered in her ear and she nodded pulling away from the embrace.