A love about to be born (PAYTON MOORMEIER)

Chaos

As I lay down in my bed focused on the pain I'm feeling doubt tries to fill my mind...Im not pretty enough, that must be it!
I fell asleep after a view hours of hating myself -
The next morning I woke up with a migraine, I could barely see.
I knew I needed to go to school but at this point I didn't care at all. I didn't try to think much about it cause love is after all just a chemical that forces animals to breed, I need to rise above it, I need to break the cycle.

(Payton speaking)
I don't know what to do, she's not answering her phone. I need to talk to her. If she saw anything happen it's gonna be over for good. Chase, I need advice, I really like this girl. Don't wanna screw this up. I need to call her again, I need to hear her voice.

(Back at "me")

As I drove off to school listening to some music, letting myself forget him, I hear my phone ringing. I didn't pick it up of course but I naturally looked at my phone to check who it was.
I didn't realize that I skipped the light...
Everything went black, I could feel a dreadful pain lingering over my body, I couldn't see anything, I just heard voices and ambulance sirens, my body went numb...