What's going on?....

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What am i gonna do.....

i started  to feel my anxiety raise in me, i  could feel my chest moving up and down and my breathing beginning to be heavier.

"miss Estal?" i could hear the nurse's voice echoing in my head as i tried to slow my breathing, the monitor didn't help with it's beeping.

"miss Estal? Can you hear me?" she sounded worried. i moved my eyes to meet her emerald green ones. i -i can't breath....help!

"Oh G**..Kat give me a second ok. I'm going to do something, don't freak out alright?" i could only nod. the nurse quickly rushed over to a table and grabbed something that looked like a-

syringe!

i started to hyperventilate, memories of Hydra came back. i cried silently. the nurse noticed and shushed me.

"it's ok Kat, it wont last long alright?" as she said those words she injected the needle into me, i squirmed a little at the pain, it wasn't foreign, but it did feel strange. after the nurse finished, she took the needle out of me and through it in the hazardous waste , she put the band aid on my arm and gave me a pill and some water.

i took it from her and said-

"thank you..but what exactly was the needle suppose to do?"

"the needle was to help stabilize you" she sighed washing her hands. i raised an eyebrow.

"why?" she wiped her hands.

"well-" she started "you see, people in your case...they need special treatment."

oh wow, the girl that almost got crushed by a building needs 'special treatment'. what am i? FIVE!

she sat on my bed.

"now, moving on from you- let's talk about-"

"Doctor Strange? yes  please, is he alright?" i asked playing with my fingers.

the nurse sighed and looked at me, a calm expression on her face.

"he's alright sweety, but he might not be able to be your doctor anymore..you see, he got into a car accident, his fingers are sorta crippled. and i guess you can find out the rest..." she sighed looking away from me.

doctor Strange, wont be my doctor anymore?  no, that can't be true..but the nurse is telling the truth..but Stephen is the only one i can talk to about..my past

i sigh  and look down at my sheets, tears threatened to fall, i wasn't one to be emotional..but this..this made me cry.

the nurse rubbed my shoulder to comfort me.

"i know that you and Stephen were close but sometimes things like this happen. try to get some rest alright" and with that she got up and left the room.

it has been a couple months since i'v been told the news about Doctor Strange, yes i'm still in the hospital. i got diagnosed with P.T.S.D...........i don't like that. number one: because that means i will see something or hear something that will trigger my bad memories, and make me panic. two: people will treat me different. three: NO ONE WANTS TO BE LABELED WITH A MENTAL DISABILITY!!!.

one of the nurses said to me that i could walk around the hospital, but since i'm wearing crutches, that won't be easy...

i walked, err hopped around the hospital, trying my best not to bump into anyone or fall over,i must of walked around for an hour before i herd something like a vortex being opened.. i hopped around to where the sound came from to see-

"Doctor Strange?!!" my eyes went wide in disbelief of seeing my doctor, Stephen turned around to look at me. to be honest..he looked just as shocked as i did.

"kat?..what are you doing here?" he questioned me. wait i'm supposed to be asking HIM questions!

i squinted my eyes at him.

"What am  doing here? the question should be flipped..WHAT IN THE COSMOS ARE YOU DOING HERE!?" I yelled sorta angry but yet excited and scared. he shushed me.

"Kat, sweetheart i need you to use your indoor voice and listen to me.." he sighed holding my hand.

"i don't have much time, so i can't tell you much-"

"then tell me what you can! i was worried about you, they wouldn't even let me see you!-" i started to tear up, i could feel myself getting a headache. i was used to it by now. Stephen wiped my tears away, and hugged me.

"all i can say is that i have to go save the world....and i promise i'll come back and tell you everything..alright?" he lifted my chin up with his index finger and thumb. i nodded.

" J-just, be safe i don't want to lose you too......" i sighed the memories came back of my parents. i shook the thought away.

Stephen was half way through the portal before saying..

"i will be," and waved good bye. the portal closed and i was left alone.......

WOOOOW 2020 YAY!! i actually started this chapter in November 2019, but school got in the way of me finishing it... anyway 2020 is gonna be the best year yet. remember to stay positive BU BYE!!!!

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