Poems

Why is it?

Why is it that when I hear a song mentioning loving someone I instantly think of you?
Why is it that when we touch I get all warm and fuzzy?
Why is it that when I look at you I want nothing more than time to just stop ?
Why is it that every emotion I was told I would never feel again I feel so deeply with you?
Why is it that?
Why is it that everything i thought was love was horrible but now with you its everything in the movies and books?
Why is it that you werent in my life before?
Why is it that you want nothing more for me to be happy?
Why is it that if I don't cuddle the flannel I can't sleep?
Why is it that I sleep best me on my side and you on yours against me hugging me pulling me closer and kissing my head or playing with my hair?
Why is it that my mothers touch is nothing compared to yours?
Why is it that I crave you not in a sexual way
In the way I physically feel like half of me is missing
In the way I expect waking up next to you
In the way I wish nothing more to be held
By you.

My mindstate in this poem. Writing this poem i realized i truly was in love with my boyfriend for the first time and i was confused on it i was iffy on him scared hed just be rude or not care but he did and it was suprising and i truly think if i never wrote this poem i wouldnt have realized how much i was truly in love with him.