I wonder how many of the wonderful human sapiens we have on earth can actually describe life as a garden. You can take this in two ways either literally or metaphorically, its up to you. When studying this literally you tend to imagine a perfect garden, like the garden in paradise. For many people life is not like that because there is always a voice in the back of your head telling you greedy and hungering desires, demanding for more in your life. I can't judge I have been a witness of this good-for-nothing syndrome myself. Let's just say that my name is subrina.
Growing up in a care home meant that I had to mature very quickly. According to the social worker, my parents had died in a tragic car accident when I was five. But when sneaking into the room filled with files, I discovered two mental case files. My parents must have showed signs of an unstable mind when I just turned five. Probably the burden of looking after a child took its toll. But I still had family, grandparents in fact but weren't financially capable of taking me in.
Many few people know about my disturbing past as if there was one thing I hated it was pity. Life is never perfect there are always hardships and bumps on the road. If there was one think that got me through it all it was religion. It taught me to be patient because good things come to those who wait.
Highschool is not this glamorised institution filled with subcultures such as Geeks, sluts, Emos etc, that is suggested by the media. Highschool is the place where teachers time after time tell there students to revise and do their homework. Its leads to pressure and tension to do well. I have always been a fly in the wall, not really noticed at all by others. Boys haven't really interested me at all, they are just a bunch of hormonal people who only wanted one thing.... To be honest having a boyfriend is a distraction from achieving your goals and aspirations regardless of how high or low that may be. Which is why are school I hide my beauty over thick rim glasses and never wear any form of makeup. I suppose the hideous uniform helps too.
Hey guys!! This is the first chapter of my 1st book. I hope you like it!! Please vote, comment and give me any constructive criticism if possible. I can't promise that I will update every day but I hope I can fit it in every week, I'm promising anything though!
