The start of something new

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"Thanks for dropping me home" ed smiles fixing his hair. He's eyes sparkled in the light.

I smile and tuck a piece of hair from behind my ear. "Thank you for saving me"

" And thank you for saving me"

"You wouldn't be hurt if it wasn't for me. I'm a slut and I shouldn't of dressed like one" I sigh

"Kiara don't ever say that about yourself. Your not a slut, your beautiful" he smiles

"I am! I lead guys on and they all like me and then I throw them under the bus." I yell as a tear runs down my cheek

"I didn't think you were leading me on and I still fell for you"

"What" I sniff grabbing a tissue from my purse

"I love you Kiara" he smiles grabbing my hand. "and I'm not saying this so you will say it back and I know you don't feel the same way but I just can't hold it in anymore "

"No-n-ono I'm sorry I can't do this, I have to go" I say unlocking the door and running out

I hear his cries for me to return but I ignore them

I can't do this anymore

"I cant" I keep on repeating

I run down the road until I stop and lay on the lifeless grass

At this moment different thought flew through my head

Should I end it?

What's my life worth anyway ?

Pros. Cons
Mum. Everyone
Chris. Everything

I debated for what felt like hours

Laying in the middle of know where

Until I see a car

A familiar car

I don't want to deal with this right now

I stand up and run

I run further and further into the green expanse of grass

Not bothering to look back

Liam's pov

We are silently seated in the car

Listening to our voices ring through the radio

*ring ring*

Everyone shuffles around checking their phones

"It's mine" I say sliding the answer button

"Hey Ed" I sigh

"Oh my god she - and then- and now-"

"Calm down" I say a bit more seriously

I heard deep heavy breaths through the phone.

"Ok so what happened?"

"Kiara ran out of the car and she won't be able to get home and it's dark" he huffs

"We will find her" I say before hanging up

"Kiaras lost at night somewhere" I laugh shutting my phone

"And that's funny because?" Louis says in a stern voice

"It's just something she would do"

"It is" Harry snorts

"What are we doing?" Niall sighs

"What do you mean?" I ask

"Why are we all trying?" he finishes

I debate with myself

What are we all trying what?

To get her?

Because we love her

'If you love her you should let her go'
Some one once said

Maybe we need to let her go?

Or make them think that

Another brilliant idea by me

"Guys"

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