numb
that's what I feel
when you say those words
it meant nothing to you
but it was everything to me
the world slows down
everything
slows down
I can't breathe
I spent all night thinking about it
just to find that it meant nothing
all that time
wasted
I can't think
I can't move
I am frozen
I don't realize that I'm crying
until your fingers brush them away
the world speeds up again
I snap back into reality
then you're hunched over
in pain
my fist clenched and bleeding
but I can't feel a thing
I'm numb
and maybe now
feeling a little better
I walk away
leaving him
sprawled on the floor
groaning in agony
good