George was really polite and understanding of my situation. After my little breakdown he brought me inside and made me nice cup of tea. I told him everything, from how happy Alex and I were over him changing in the last year to the events of this evening. Now we both sit on his couch, clueless how to help Alex. "I think seeing a therapist would be the best option," George says after a moment of silence, "even if he doesn't want to hear that." - "Right, I know." I reply, "but how will we get him to see one?" - "Tough question, but maybe if we all, as his friends, tell him that we're concerned and think it'd be the best for him, he will listen." - "Whoa, George." I hesitate, "If Alex finds out I was here tonight and talked to you he will imagine the worst." George looks at me, seeming not really surprised, but still asking: "So, why is that?" - "Well..." I utter, "I think he is kinda jealous, and especially of you." I feel myself blushing saying that. But why? Quickly, I bury my face into the cup. "Oh -" He smirks, which looks really hot. Wait, what am I thinking? It feels awkward being here right now. "George, I guess it's best if I leave." - "Okay... but don't hesitate texting me if you need something - even if it's just emotional support." I smile at him and get up. He takes me to the door and gives me a tight hug. The warmth of another body feels really good, I'm so deprived of touch that everything inside me starts to prickle. As we loosen the hug our eyes meet. He really does have gorgeous eyes, I bet if he showed them in his videos he'd have more groupies than there are cars in London. His eyes still being locked on mine, I turn away quickly, because I don't like the message I'm receiving. Or, more like, I enjoy it, but it isn't right. "I'll text you." I exclaim, leaving the porch and walking towards home.
As I arrive, Alex's already in bed. Shit, how long did I spent at George's? I bet Alex will be really mad tomorrow. Whatever, I'm just gonna say that I took a long walk around the block. After brushing my teeth, I lay down beside Alex. I wanted to spoon him but he slides away from me, even though he's sleeping. So I turn around, our backs are now facing each other's. With a lot of distance to Alex, physically and mentally, I fall asleep.
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Decisions (WillNE x ImAllexx)
Fanfic"I was really happy with Alex, until he started to change. His aggressive and depressive behaviour killed me inside because there was nothing I could do for him. At my lowest low, I searched for comfort in George, which felt so good, but also so wro...
