Life is a Highway

I Hate Him!

As you probably know, I'm in the hospital, it's depressing, sad, and even worst worrying. I have been on chemo for about 2 weeks and it's killing me, mentally, I always say to myself, Why? I should just give up! But what's been keeping me, not to give up, is Alex I know this sounds crazy, but it's 100% true! When he came to the hospital that day I felt like he really did love me. He cared about me. He came everyday as I was getting sicker, and sicker (from the chemo) He once told my mom and dad they could go do whatever, and he'll keep watch, but the farthest my parents went was the waiting room (I think that was to catch up on sleep.) One night I couldn't sleep so he stayed up and watched Saturday Night Live with me. He was sweetheart, and I eventually loved having him around he was my wind beneath my wings.

But one night, Dr. Martin came in and asked if she could talk to us. Everyone left the room, Sky, Alex, and even my dad's coworkers. This must have been bad. I knew from the doctors facial expressions "Jay...this is good and bad news, the good news is the chemo is working but, the bad news is the chemo isn't working the way we want it to, so where going to have to.... Surgically remove the tumor," I didn't say a word, only that I wanted to be alone.

A few hours later, Alex came in. "Alex we need to talk," I said with a very stern voice. He replied "Ok what's -" "Ahhh!" I cried there was a painful pain on my right side. My parents and a few nurse came in. Rushing in my dad asked "What did you do to her?" Alex replied "Nothing I was just talking to her!" My nurse Ruby asked were the pain was, I told her it was on my right side. "Ok I'll get a doctor in here stat!" She pushed the button for the doctors to get in here fast, a group of doctors fled in the room. Ruby was telling one of the doctors about my information, and where my pain was. While another doctor pressed on my right side. "Ahhhh! Stop that hurts!" I screamed. "I think it might be her appendix! Let's go strait to radiology!" The group of doctors rushed me to radiology I over herd one of doctors telling them "We are going to do emgerancy surgery, her appendix are about to rupture!" So guess what they did up they wisked me away to the OR (Operating Room) without even saying goodbye to my parents, I hardly had time yo breathe, or figure out what's going on.

All I remember is a mask going on my face.