I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
― The Show, Lenka
"So how did it go?" Baekhyun is practically jumping in her seat the excitement clear on her face as she probes Kyungsoo to speak. Luhan pretends that she's too busy with her milkshake well in fact she's dying to know what happened with Kyungsoo and with her boy friend last night.
The smile that Kyungsoo flashes was not like all the others and Luhan cocks an eyebrow. Was sleeping with her boy friend for the first time really that life changing?
Kyungsoo bites her lip before drinking a generous amount of her Banana milkshake. She looks up at Baekhyun and Luhan before smiling to herself again.
"What the hell Soo, stop smiling like an idiot and tell us what happened!" Baekhyun pulls on one of Kyungsoo's pigtails and Kyungsoo retaliates with a kick on Baekhyun's leg.
"Could you guys not fight?" Luhan says exasperated. She's had enough of these girls fighting everyday. They fight over the smallest things from what flavor of milkshake to buy to what shoe would look good with their top. They both glared at each other before Luhan coaxes Kyungsoo to ignore Baek.
"So okay," Kyungsoo straightens up and leans close to Luhan and Baekhyun. "As usual I went to his place to drop off his homework and then we were sitting on the couch when he suddenly kisses me which quickly escalated into a really hot make out session." Kyungsoo reddens as she remembers her boyfriend's probing tongue inside her mouth.
"And then what happened?" Baekhyun pries. Luhan sits there quietly trying to block out the conversation.
"His hand suddenly went up my skirt and then I felt something in between my legs, a kind of pain. It wasn't your ordinary pain, it kind of felt.. good." Kyungsoo smiles shyly and Baekhyun whimpers. "So I let him move his hand upward until it reached there." Kyungsoo sighs before continuing. "He was so good with his hands I thought I was going to come right then and there. And he wasn't even doing anything yet that time, his big fat finger was just hovering over my clit!"
Baekhyun giggles. "Oh my god Jongin is such a tease!"
Kyungsoo nods in agreement. "He was! I had to buck my hips up to get some friction and the feeling was just..." Kyungsoo bites her lip again. "So anyway he asks if I wanted to take it to the next level and I couldn't just ignore the pain building up between my legs! Plus I wanted those fingers in me so I said yes then he took me to the bed room where he started-"
"Okay." Luhan suddenly says. She stands up and started gathering her stuff. "As much as I want to listen my next class starts in 10 minutes so I'm gonna go ahead."
Baekhyun snorts. "You're always like that Luhan. Whenever we talk about stuff like this you always hurry back to your safe zone."
"You seriously need to get laid! Sehun has been begging to sleep with you but you wouldn't give the boy a chance." Kyungsoo adds.
Luhan cocks an eye brow. "Well that wasn't the case last week, wasn't it?" Luhan refering to their conversation last week when Baek said she sucked Chanyeol's dick for the first time and Kyungsoo had to run to the bathroom to puke out her lunch.
Kyungsoo reddens. "That's not fair!"
Luhan rolls her eyes but smiles. "I'm leaving!"
Luhan has always been like that. She may not admit it directly to herself but the idea of sex just scared her. The fact that a guy puts something inside you and breaking something in the process frightens the shit out of her. Sure she loves her boy friend of three years and sure she's crazy over physical contact with him but she just can't bring herself to have sex with him.
