I don't know what I want out of the new year. I don't have any major goals. A relationship would be nice. A job would be pretty great. But I could live without the relationship part. I'd prefer not to but if it comes down to it, what's one more year being single? The job thing is pretty important. All I can afford every month is my car payments. Well that's not even true. My car costs more than what I get paid being in the Guard. That's pretty sad. It's not like I haven't been applying for jobs. I've been applying like crazy. No one wants to hire an out of state student. But if they would just hire me I would pay to stay on campus for fall and spring break so I can work. I'd only go home on the long breaks. And no one wants to hire me at home because I'm only home for breaks. It's a vicious circle. College kids need work too. I always get my hopes up. Someone always says they can hook me up with a job. And then it falls through. Every. Single. Time.
-1925
