I just started college, not so long ago. I'm kind of scared. I don't socialise with people that well.
I'm kind of like a shy, awkward and isolated person. But I have a few friends from school and I made a few new friends when I started college.
Today I'm going to college by myself. Everyone don't have first lesson today and I have Photography. That sucks.
Well I can't do anything about it . I'm the only one from my friends who failed photography, and pretty bad. I don't even know how.
I'm not a bright child at all, and yeah I'm 16 years old and I still call myself a child. I think I won't class myself as a child just when I'm about 18 maybe 20 years old and I bet I will still act like a child. Cuz I'm a childish person.
(not many people know that)
Can't help it , its more fun then being all mature and adult like.
"shit! I'm so late, how did this even happen?" -i need to make it in time not kidding if I don't I'm screwed.
"Oh, ouch... Sorry." - how stupid. I just pushed into a guy, and fell down . So embarrassing.
When I looked up, after apologising I saw a handsome guy, with eyes green as the grass in summer and leaves on the trees. It was the first time I saw someone with such green eyes. I bet his wearing green lenses or something like that.
"oh,ah a-are y-you o-o-okay?" -this is so embarrassing. Why am I stuttering. Well its normal. He's so fucking hot.
He gave me this weird look, as if I just hurt him. It looked to me that there was pain in his eyes. I'm just weird thinking like that. He's perfect.
"I'm-I'm really s-sorry" still stuttering. I never change.
"you should be, you're the one who pushed into me" I guess I spoke too soon."ah, yeah. S-sorry" - I'm so speechless. Such a good looking guy with such an awful personality. Haha at least that made me calm down.
" oh yeah, lessons already started!" - I said that really loud. I know that because everyone around me was looking at me. Giving these glances like I amuse them.
I blushed like Hell. So embarrassing. But there was one guy who just smirked at me and continued walking in such a slow pace like he wants to be late. then I just started running his way and when I went pass him I could smell him. He smelled so good. I didn't want to go but I ran even faster.I was sweating so much. I think he noticed. So embarrassing.
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I made it just in time. The teacher was looking at me and I didn't say anything I just sat down. Don't like this teacher she's so negative and looks scary like hell, I don't mean she's ugly, well she's not pretty but I mean she looks like she has a really bad personality, or like she is going to murder someone.
Well I don't care about her. Just when I sat down my phone rang, it wasn't on silent. I panicked and turned it off, which made an even more louder noise. And then Miss Gelly in a witch like way said "Miss White would you mind? We are trying to learn something here." -yeah right. LEARN, in this lesson she doesn't even teach anything we just look at different photographs and talk about it. That's what I thought but I said a totally different thing.
"sorry Miss Gally" I wonder why no one wants to get married to THAT (thought it in sarcasm). Oh my. I'm so mean (not sarcasm anymore).
Just when I sat back down, the door opened as wide as it can with a loud banging noise of the door hit the wall. Then a boy entered our room in a really shy way. He reminds me of that boy that I met today, that smirking evil guy. But its not him. I know that from the eye colour, that guy had pure green eyes and this guy has pure blue eyes. They are also very beautiful.
"im glad you decided to join us Nick, Zack" -i couldn't see the other boy, but in a minute he came in the room in a confident way, the opposite of the other boy. "missed us that much?" Said the confident guy while the shy one just stood there and stayed quiet. Miss Gelly didn't say anything, she just smiled. That was a rare view, of her smiling. She was really happy.
That confident guy is definitely the evil smirking guy. There is no one else with such eyes, i guess.
They look a bit like, maybe brothers?
"Unfortunately you two have to sit separate" miss Gelly said with a troubled look on her face.
"Okay, Nick sit next to Miss White, there. And Zack sit next to Roger" - Nick was approaching me.
He sat next to me and didn't say a word. After a minute or two I decided to say Hi or something.
"hey" -I'm so stupid that sounds like I'm hitting on him.
"hi" -he has such a nice voice. I just can't believe it.
"So your Nick, huh?"- this can't get any worse.
"yeah, and I guess your Miss white"- he's a nice guy not like that evil devil. They can't be family. Or even related in any kind of way.
That was my first lesson when I had so much fun talking to someone, who isn't from my school.
We had a laugh and we talked for ages. the lesson finished and we still talked.
I guess making friends isn't that scary.
to be continued .......
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Take a Chance
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