My Life, This is the Life

Chapter 10

Shardae pov

So when I found out my bishhh jermiara was pregnant,  I jumped for joy. Thank God it wasn't me thought. But Im so excited for her and to be  godmother/auntie .So anyway I went to go pick up her up so we can play catchup.I call her when I was outside of her house so that she can come on out.so when she finally came , I started my car up and took off.

Me-so wassup wit u

Jermiara-grills s***, just a lol stress

Me-now u knoo that's not good for the baby,  but what u stressing over

J-ik but tbh I'm not really sure if I want to have this baby

Me-ummm wym

J-ummm exactly what I his said I'm.not ready for no baby

Me-ik u not but u can get ready and its start now's by not letting anyone or anything stress u out

J-ik and I didn't even tell Ellis about it either

Me-what not??

J-cause ik he's going to be happy and I don't know if this what I want

Me-truu,  well all ik is I want u to have this baby

J-ik I want kids but not right now but my faith is to strong to get a abortion so I know I'm just going to have to suck it up and deal with it

Me-yesaaa bitch that's what I like to hear

So I really wasn't expecting her to say that she was thinking about having a abortion, but um glade I talk some sense into, well I think I did. But we are just pulling up at white marsh mall and I'm so ready for SHOPPING.

Jermiara pov

Well I know I had disappointed her when I said what I said but it was the truth,  shiddd I had to tell somebody about how I was feeling about the situation. Anyway we arrived at the mall and went in.I went to my favorite stores first.After 2 hours of shopping which felt like 4 ,we left with a lot of bags in each hand.

Shardae- yooo I am starving

Me-me took, let's go to shop

S-ok ihop it is ,anything for the pregnant girll (laughs)

Me-(laughs) well since its kik that, st st tonight over my house, so "the pregnant girl" won't be lonely

S-ahaaa" the pregnant girl" betta call her baby daddy

Me-lls my baby daddy ont know.he a baby daddy yet

S-(laughs) why u play so much

Me-frfr I'm fr

S-lls balls

We pulled up into ihop in 30mins and my fat a** couldn't wait to go in on that food. So we got in and immediately got seated and waited on being that they wasn't as crowded today,

Waitress- hi I'm tiffney and I'll be you guys waitress for today,so can I start you off with a drink

Me-yesaa can I get a blueberry lemonade

Shardae- and I would like a strawberry lemonade

Waitress T-coming right up

Okay so she was a cool waitress compared to all the other ones, when I come here,.

Shardae-so can I ask you something if that'd not too much pressure

Me- imeannn I guess cause you going find ya way to ask me any way

S-u right so when are u going to tell E

Me-idk, probably one day this week s*** ,idc and really ent care

S-(laughs) omg girl get ya life

Me-I trying but imma tell em, u going be right there when I tell him cause I know he going freak out cause I didn't tell him right away

S- (laughs) No no baby girl you a big girl now....

Me-lls petty

So the lady came with our drinks.and she wanted to know was we ready to order so we said heh,I ordered the chicken and waffles meal cause laws knows that's my favorite. ..with some bacon on the side and shardar ordered a big budget with some French fries on the side. While we wait patiently for our food, I knew she wasn't done with her questions ...

Shardae- sooo do ya mova know

Me-not really, I mean she ask me about my sickness but she probably got a clue cause she had five kids so she know how it is when your pregnant

S-o ok so when will you tell her

Me-ame answer idk and don't care

I didn't really tell know one but shardae, amia kiera and takeira because this wasn't something I.was really proud of and happy out right now being that I don't want to have this baby right now. But I'm going to have to tell them soon or later before my stomach tells them. ..then I'm going to be sorry. ..I THINK. So the lady came back with our food and we waste no time digging in and after we ate, shardae dropped me off home but before she pulled of I ask her was she going to stay tonight with me.

Shardae-ughhh yoo u soo erky

Me-imeann anit kik you got someone to see, cause u Damon.sure anit got no boyfriend

S-how uknok what I got

Me-osoooo u.trying to tell me something or nahhh

S-ijs, but I gotta go home and get some clothes

Me-aww u so sweet bff, and ok

I got in the house and went straight up stairs, it wasn't know body in.here anyway. The boys probably was at football practice or something and who knows where my mom and little brother/sister went at. I was a little tired so I layed down for a nap and I was out as soon as I closed my eyes.