My Life, This is the Life

Good news/Bad news

1Month later

Jermiara pov

So over the past weeks I've been so tired and getting sick, but I just brushed it off as just a cold...no biggy I Thought.

Flash back

Me and my bff shardae was talking on the phone and I brought my sickness up to her and we all knew the first thing her loud mouth a** said....

Shardae: b****you pregnant

Me-b****Wyatt, no what in the world

S-ard, uknoo Ellis been doing u right, ya a** should of been pregnant

Me- (laughs) the rd, anit no baby coming out this coochie of mines

S-( laughs) sorry to say but it is, how much u wanna bet

Me-$1

S-foh

After awhile of talking we hunged up. I didn't pay that thought no mind until later when I got to thinking about that...what if I am pregnant?...what imma do with a baby?...I still got my whole life ahead of me. but them thoughts quickly left once I got a phone call from Ellis.

Flash back over

So I went out and brought a pregnancy test, to verify it and it showed up positive. I still couldn't believe it so I set up a appointments for my doctor that next week.And wants she confirmed my pregnancy, I was stunned. Then to think about it I haven't had my period in about a month or two but I never really thought anything of it,just my period being my period but obviously I was wrong. So there you have it, I'm a month and some weeks pregnant. I haven't really told anybody yet, only my close close close friends. I didn't tell Ellis yet either. WHY?...cause I knew he would be so happy and to be honest I really didn't know if I wanted to keep it or not.I mean I really don't think I have a choice cause in my house whole abortions is not a option. I really don't think I'm ready to be nobody's mommy, just not yet. But I guess I'm just going to have to suck if up and deal with my problem.Well anyway my bittie/buff is on her way to pick me up cause I let my cousin hold my car.were just going to hang out and catch up cause she's been away for 3weeks on vacation with her family. So I really haven't seen her lately and since all this been going on.