My Life, This is the Life

Blow up

Jermiara pov

So we went straight upstairs into his room.And we sat there in watched real husbands of Hollywood in silence cause he was still mad over nothing. so I got my under clothes out and jump in the shower cause I was sweating and I was really tired. After 30mins of showering I got out and lotion myself up, then put my night clothes on and hoped in them sheets.He was on the phone, and I guess he wanted to break the silence between us to ask him who was he talking to, But I didn't. Now mind you we haven't said a word to each other since I've been here, I swear he could act so childish at Times but whatever. Once he got off the phone and seen that I wasn't going to say.nothing to him, he finally said something. ...

E-so I hope u had fun

Me-o I hope I did too

E-and yet u still being a smart a**

Me-nooo your being the smart a**, u haven't said a word to me since I've been here, s*** I mind as well went home

E-u think I'm on ya time, but bby it don't work like that's, u supposed to have been spending the night with me

Me-I'm over here anit I'm,u said stay tonight not spend the night

E-same difference

Me-W/E I'm not about to waste my breath and the little bit of energy I do have fussing with u.I'm pretty

E-rd w/e jermiara ain't say s*** else to me since u neva have time for nothing

Me-u betta watch what u say,cause u just might regret it

After I said it was another silence 30mins until his mother knocked on the door.He told her to come in and that's what she did.

Mis Tammy-heyy baby

Me-heyyy

MT-What yall was fussing about I heard yall all way down the hall

Me-o I'm not fussing but as to ya son idk bout him

MT-yall betta get it together E

E-that's her

Me-(laughs) like I said I got no beef with u and I'm not fussing with u

E-ma u tell me if this right...I've been waiting for her allday and I call her to find out where she was at and she talking about on her way to a party,then talking her smart talk

Me-umm if u going tell something tell it all and right cause I did not day I was spending the day with u

E-rd w/e

Me-and that's why we don't get no where cause all u do is go into shut down mode

MT-well idk what's going on but all I'm is yall betta communicate with each other to work this out

So after she said what she had to say and then she left out and then I sat back on the bed and got into my.phone since he wasn't going to be my company tonight, But that didn't last long.

E-see ya mind on everything em s e but me,all in ya phone in s***

I was really getting Fed up now cause all he was doing was blaming me for everything and just really trying to get under my skin which he did best. And I could feel the tears was about to start coming especially cause I was extra emotional.

Me-(cries) ellis u knoo what I'm tired of u blaming me for everything we gooo through....its a relationship ppl going fuss, fight n allat. So f*** u and leave me the f*** alone, I'm going home (gets up to leave)

E-u not going no where, I'm not done talking to you (grabs her)

Me-ellis yoo get the f*** off of me now

E-yoo chill out wtf is ya problem

Me-What is ya problem, get of off me

E-fine then do what u want

Me-(cries) I will

I left out of his room once I was letting go of but was quickly stop as I was going down the stairs by his mom.

MT-where are goino more

Me-far far away from him,I can't do this anymore

MT-u can't leave out by yourself it's too late

E-noo if her dumb a** wanna go let her leave

MT-ellia watch ya mouth u don't call some one u love out of there name.

E-cause ma she acting dumb for no reason.

MT-she anit crazy so it is fir some reason

E-she is crazy

MT-well all I know is u can't leave this late by yourself so yur even going to let him take u home or sleep with kel tonight and go home in the morning.

I knew she was right cause it wasn't safe for me to go home this time of night so I went to go sleep with kewl.But I blame myself cause I knew I should have took my dumb a** home in the first place cause I knew it would be tension between us the way he was blown my phone. Well about 30Mins after all this I dosed off finally.