Until Christmas (Jenlisa)

Selfish

5 days until Christmas
Lisa's POV

I woke up in another bed, it wasn't mine so I panicked for a second, until I remembered last night... Jennie, even if I just thought about her I already felt my heart beginning to flutter.

It's strange, I've never felt that with anyone, it's like we are meant to be, just like in the movies. Why couldn't I have met her earlier, i wish I could've met her even a month before, just one little month, but no, i met her now that my life is shitty, just 6 freaking days before Christmas, now that I can't even pretend that we are going  to spend the rest of our lives together, maybe mine but I'll have to leave her.

I sighed and turned to face her. And there she was, the most gorgeous woman I have ever seen, she looks so peaceful when she sleeps, and still perfect. I kissed her cheek, got up and fixed my self.
I got to the door and i took one last glance at the beauty sleeping on the bed before leaving the room...

Jennie's POV

I woke up with a smile on my face, every second with Lisa started to replay in my mind and I couldn't help but to feel giddy , no, we didn't do it, even if I wanted to the amount of respect that I have for her prevented me of even initializing it, we just kissed, on the cheek of course.
I turned around in the bed to face her, but she wasn't there, my happiness started to crumble and it was being replaced by sadness.

I, don't think Lisa would do that, I mean, i know I just met her but, she wouldn't leave me right?.-  tears started to build in my eyes and i just couldn't help it, so I started to cry, how?!, Oh how could I be crying for someone that I bearly know?, Why lalisa, am I not good enough?

I rolled in my bed and covered myself in the blankets, letting my sadness consume me.

Lisa's POV

Should I go back to the hotel?, I mean if I don't it wouldn't matter, right, I'm eventually leaving her on Christmas, and we just met each other yesterday, i must be the only one that loves the other, how could she love me? I'm nothing, and she...... is everything.

I continued walking to the store, I was just getting us breakfast but, i just don't know if the right thing is going back, what if I break her?, what if, just if she loves me back?, aghhhh.

Why, why do I deserve this why me, i finally met someone that makes me feel complete and i don't deserve it now, i just don't.

But, for the first time in my life, I'll be selfish, i just can't let her go, i.. I'll stay with her until the end, I'm sorry Jennie, I'm sorry.

Jennie's POV

I kept crying, i just couldn't stop, the fact that we met just yesterday and now, when I thought of my future, i couldn't even think of one that she wasn't with me, but sure that's what I get for falling in love with someone, i didn't even believe in love and now he I am, crying and dying because of someone that I don't even know?!!!, Pathetic, just pathetic Jennie Kim.

I kept ranting and crying, and i didn't notice that the door opened.

Lisa's POV

I ordered us some  take out, i didn't know what she liked so I just took everything.

I got back to the hotel, before going in o decided to knock, just in case she was changing or something, no one answered so I just opened the door.

And there she was, crying her heart out, she didn't even notice that I was there.

I put the takeout on the night table and i hugged her.

L.. lisa? Is that you?- she said sniffing

Of course sweetie, who else would it be- i said, she hugged me tighter.

I...i thought you left me, i thought I wasn't good enough Lisa, i thought you didn't care, i thought I was never going to see you again- I felt guilty when I heard what she said, i felt guilty because I did think of leaving her, and i was but it wasn't because of any of those reasons.

Jen, I'll never leave you- a lie

I'll be with you forever- another lie

Promise?- she said

I promise honey-  lies it's all lies, i kissed her forehead

But, where did you go?-  i went to get us some breakfast, i said and showed her

You know that the hotel has a restaurant and they serve breakfast there, right?-  she said

Of course I'm not a dork,- i said

Dork

Hey take that back!

Dork!

You are gonna regret this Jennie Kim!!- i said and started to tickle her.

Say you are sorry!!!

But..i.imm nott- she said while laughing

Say it or I'm gonna tickle until you do, even if it's days

O..ok ii..imm soorryyyy!!! Stooooppp I'm gonna pee myself- i stopped and we started laughing

Okay let's eat!!, I'm sooo hungry lili- she said in a baby voice.

Okay you big baby, let's eat- i said and handed her the bag where the takeout was.

I saw her eyes getting wider by the amount of food that was there.

I just didn't know what you liked so I just took a bit of everything- i said while blushing

You- she said

Huh?

I like you Lisa like, a lot- it hurt hearing her saying that, not because because didn't like her back but because I can't say that I do for the rest of her life, i can't remind her every day. But I don't want to loose her now.

I like you too Jen- i said and kissed her forehead

Let's eat now- i said and started picking some food.

Jennie's POV

I like you too Jen- those words couldn't leave my mind, they kept repeating, and i couldn't help but to smile, i know I didn't just like her but it was the correct word for this time.

We didn't leave the hotel that day, we just cuddled and watched some movies, we had some kissing sessions, i didn't say make out sessions because she just kissed me all over my face but not my lips, i wanted to but if she didn't feel like it was the right time its fine by me.

She was perfect, we were perfect for each other. I smiled and watched her while she was so focused on the movie.

I guess I lost the bet Jisoo, but as much as I hate loosing, im happy i did...

I'm gonna marry her