Irreconcilable

We Both Loved It

After cleaning the kitchen and dining room up we sit on the couch and watch a movie neither of us really get into. I'm laying agains his chest, breathing him in. His body heat warming me up. His steady heartbeat comforting. His hand slid up my shirt rubbing patterns on my back. His breath on the back of my neck. I lean my head back and cup his jaw, bringing his lips to mine. After a few seconds I pull away and adjust myself, sitting completely in his lap. Facing him, I reconnect our lips. He immediately takes dominance over the kiss. He slides his tongue over my bottom lip. I gasp, promising myself I'll never get used to the feeling of that, or kissing him in general.

After the movie ends we part our lips and decide we should go to bed. Soon I fall asleep, engulfed in his arms and his warm scent.

•••

A cool breeze wakes me up, I sit up looking around the room for Cain. I wrap a cover around my naked chest and walk out onto the balcony. There he is looking over the whole back yard. I walk over to him and wrap my arms around him. He pulls me around him to face him, my back to the large yard. I would pick this view over the yard any day. He picks me up and sits me down on the railing both of his arms around me for safety. His soft gaze meets mine and gently presses our lips together. His soft kisses trails down to my neck and he puts his head in the crook of my neck. I run my fingers through his hair.

"What are you doing out here his late?" I ask him lifting his chin up to meet his eyes.

"You know," he pauses and looks behind me to the outstretched land he calls his own then back to me, "everything about this relationship is beautiful." He reaches out and pushes the hair out of my face. "We both are so damaged,"

"But we fix each other." I finish his sentence, leaning into him connecting our lips. Our lips slowly move together in perfect harmony. When we separate from each other puts his forehead to mine.

"Can we give each other what we need?" He looks and me and I nod. "I know we haven't had sex but," he pauses looking for the right words. "I like things that you probably haven't dreamed of. I don't want to scare you. Or hurt you."

"If you like it then I'm more that open to at least try it." I reach up and touch his face "But I'm sure I'll love it." I give him a small kiss before jumping off and leading him to the bedroom. "We can start now."

As we enter the room i remove the cover from my upper body. He takes the opportunity to check out my skinny figure. As he runs his eyes over my chest he removes his shirt. I can help but reach our and trace his 6 pack. This man looks like he was made out of stone. He was the definition of perfectly imperfect. Our twisted minds fit perfectly together. I love that. And I think I may love him. It's way to early to tell him that. I can't scare him away. He's...I...I already know that I can't lose him. I just can't.

He pushes me back against the bed and climbs on top of me, taking my hands in his. His lips leaves a small trail down my face and neck, he stops and sucks of my nipples and I let out a small gasp. He reconnects our lips and grinds down on me I moan against his mouth. Our tongues meet and I immediately submit to him causing him to smile against my mouth. He continues to grind on me. He adjusts my hands to where both of mine are pinned down with one of his. He takes his free and pushes my hair out of my eyes then slowly trails down my body stopping for a few seconds at my nipple teasing me. He pulls away from my mouth and we both are panting. He's hand continues down to my shorts and then my thighs. He stands up and walks over to the nightstand and pulls open a drawer.

"Close your eyes." He commands and I immediately close my eyes. He shuffles around the drawer then shuts it and walks over to my head. He slips a blind fold over my eyes and pulls me up to the head of the bed. I feel something click around both of my wrist then and assume it is handcuffs. I hear him lay something on the bed. "Stay still." And he walks out of the room.

Within a minute or two he comes back in the room and walks over to me he sits something else beside me on the bed and easily pulls my shorts and underwear off leaving me naked on the bed. My ever growing penis, aching for Cain and Cain alone, springs out when he pulls my clothes off. He slowly leans down and places a soft kiss on the tip, I struggle against the cuffs, wanting to rip the blindfold off. I hear him pull off his bottoms and grab something beside me.

I let out a sharp gasp when the coldness touches my nipple. He runs the ice cube down to my navel then back up to my other nipple. Pleasure ripples throughout me. I honestly didn't realize ice would feel this great, maybe it's because Cain is doing it...

He discards the ice and climbs on top of me kissing me all over then finally on the lips passionately. After a few minutes of him grinding down on me and me letting out moans in out kiss that seems to turn him on even more, he pulls away letting me catch my breath.

He sticks two fingers in my mouth. "Suck." He says, his voice deep and lustful. I do immediately. He takes his finger out of my mouth and positions his hand near my hole. Slowly he slides a finger in. I let out a small weird noise, somewhere between discomfort and pleasure. He slowly starts moving on and out. I start to feel more pleasure with this. He pushes another finger in and moves in and out again. All of a sudden his fingers graze something and I let out a loud moan and arch my back. He chuckles and gently puts another finger in and with every move he hits that spot. What ever that is it feels amazing. After a few more thrust he removed his fingers. I whimpered at the loss. He pushed in me without warning. It was amazing. He pushed the blindfold from my eyes and started thrusting in me slowly, but slowly picked up speed. I was a mess, in the best way.

And it was like that all night, we tried new things and it all felt amazing. He had his way with me and we both loved it.