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The room fills with laughter as me and Thara caught up on missed time

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The room fills with laughter as me and Thara caught up on missed time. Mon-El is sitting to my left and laughs along to funny memories we all share. Only a few hours ago he confessed that he still loves me and I made sure to make him know that I love him too. Everything was perfect until it wasn't. We realized that he is still married so we can't be together the way we want to be. So instead of that we just went home and got ready to go out to dinner with Thara and her husband.

Mon-El reaches over to touch my hand and I feel an instant spark, we both do. I look over to him and he looks at me with his deep grey and blue eyes.

"So, when are you leaving for the future? I hope it isn't any time soon." Thara jokes not meaning to make us uncomfortable, but succeeds anyway. We both look down to our food in front of us.

"Oh- um- I don't know. It depends on whenever the Legion get the message from the time beacon." He hesitantly answers her question. I suddenly realize that my worse fear is losing him and I'm back in the field saying goodbye all over again. I keep my eyes glued to my plate so no one can see my pain.

I can feel Mon-El's eyes on me as he examines my reaction to him leaving. My heart hurts knowing that he has to go back to the future at some point and we can't be together. We end the evening with Thara and her husband soon after that and head home. We never discuss that on the way back to my mom's house. Instead we just walk in silence knowing that if someone brings it up everything ends. I don't want things to end, ever.

As soon as we walk into the house he starts to say something, "So you were quite when we were talking about the time beacon and the future." I stop with my back to him and decide to turn around.

"I know you have to go back to the future and be a hero with the Legion, but how could you basically tell me you still love me and then leave like it's nothing?" I say more heartbroken than I had realized.

"Kara, that was never my intention. And it's tearing me apart inside knowing that I have to leave you again because it's not easy at all." He looks at me trying to make something better, but how can it be better.

"What was your intention then? Because I really started to believe that we could be together, but you will never be able to choose me over being a hero and I don't want you to. But I want you." My voice starts to crack and get fragile as I talk. He starts walking towards me and immediately wraps his arms around me. So I continue, "I need to have you in my life and I can't do that if we're not even in the same time period. My worse fear is losing you and I can't lose you." The tears spill out while he holds me tight.

"Hey look at me. I will always choose you over everything else. No matter what." He half whispers this to me. I know I need him now more than ever.

"I don't want to say goodbye tonight." I whisper up at him. My lips start tingling as we start leaning in towards each other. We get so close that my lips brush against his and we linger for a moment. After a second of this, neither one of us can hold back anymore as his lips crash into mine.

There is no such thing as a soft kiss when you've been apart for as long as we have been. Every touch was explosive as we explored each other again. All of the heat and passion we had before has just been heightened. His arms wrap around my waist and mine around his neck. I can feel every bit of passion and I know I need more of him before the end of the night.

He lifts my legs up to wrap around him and quickly super speeds us over to my bedroom door, but instead of going in he pushes me against the door. My back hits hard as our lips stay connected. We fumble with the door knob trying to open it before my mom walks in and catches us. It proves harder than it looks, so he lets me down to open the door. As soon as we're on the other side of the door, he pins me up against the door, yet again, while my hips are located right above his.

His hands start to pull down the fabric of the dress I'm wearing. His lips travel off of mine and down my neck. He kisses my collar bone and then my shoulder as my heavy breathing turns into soft moans. He continues his kissing while my hips start making tiny circles in desperation for more of him. My fingers are fiddling with the buttons on his shirt as he begins to undo my dress from behind.

A moment later, our clothes are thrown to the floor and he walks us over to the bed to lay me flat on my back. I reach my hand down to undo his belt, when he stops me from going any further and pulls away just enough to look at me. His face turns into a questionable look as our eyes lock. We don't even need to say anything to each other to understand. I smile slightly and continue pulling away his belt as my answer. I love that he cares about me like that to make sure that I'm ok with this. He will always and forever be my home.

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