𝙳𝚒𝚎 𝙵𝚘𝚛 𝚈𝚘𝚞

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I let myself focus on the busy city below me as my brain is overrun with guilt

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I let myself focus on the busy city below me as my brain is overrun with guilt. I defeated Reign once and for all, but I forgot about my morals and I killed Reign. Even though I went back and fixed my mistake, it haunts me to know that I had made that mistake in the first place. I suddenly hear someone behind me, but I decide to stay facing the dark lit city.

"Well you did it. Just like a Greek myth you went down into the underworld, slayed the three headed monster, and saved persephone." Mon-El says as I turn around to face him.

"I think in the myth Persephone eats pomegranate seeds and is confined to the realm of Hades forever." I correct him.

"Well that just strengths my point because the Greek gods have nothing on you." He replies. I smile at his not so subtle kindness.

"Well I couldn't have done it without you." I smile back at him.

"No that's not true. This victory was yours. It was flawless." His words only make me feel more guilty of my actions. I look away to try to not let him see my reaction.

"Maybe it wasn't flawless." I whisper under my breath. My mind suddenly starts to go back to only a few hours ago when I saw him talking to Imra. They looked happy and it hurts to see him happy with someone else. He chose her and not me.

I guess he heard me because he replies back, "What do mean by that." I look up to see the confusion on his face.

Before he can say anything else, Winn calls us over saying that he found something unexpected. I would say that he saved me from that, but I think instead everything is about to unravel.

"So I found this blip in the timeline when you all were fighting Reign. I started looking into it because there was some sort of interference with the coms right before Kara had used the Harun-El to defeat Reign in the dark valley. Turns out that was thanks to a little thing called time travel." Winn explains to us. My heart skips a beat when he says time travel.

"So you think someone from the future came to this time for what?" Alex asks.

"I don't know, but whatever it is can't be good." Winn predicts.

"Good work Agent Schott. Now we should try to focus on finding the location of these time travelers." J'onn directs the search for the suspected time travelers. Everyone begins to murmur their words as my mind goes into a panic.

Somehow, I feel a wave of strength wash over me. It has to come out sooner or later so I blurt out, "I did it." I look down so I don't have to see what's coming next.

"What do you mean you did it? How could you have altered history at the same time you were fighting Reign?" Alex questions me.

"I had to find a disruption so I could go back and fix my mistake. I let myself forget about my values and morals and went in ready to kill Reign. And that's exactly what I did." I tried explaining myself.

"Kara the pressure alone of the disruption could have crushed you." Winn repeats the same words he once said before.

"I know. You said the exact same thing to me before I did it." I stated.

"But you still did it anyway? What could have happened to make you risk your life like that?" Mon-El seems more shaken by the news than I expected.

I look down to hide my tears that started to form. "When I killed Reign, she lost control of her heat vision causing it to shoot out everywhere. When it did, Sam, my mom and Mon-El were all caught in the crossfire. She killed you all." My voice becomes shaky. Everyone is quite as they let me continue, "I had to watch as the people I live the most were killed right in front of me and it was all my fault. Yet I have to act like it never happened, my mom who I thought was dead all these years has to go back to Argo, and you're leaving to go back to the future with your wife. So you probably couldn't really care less about me now." I say that last part turning to stare at Mon-El. His face turns dark and serious as the harsh words leave my lips. I hadn't realized how angry I am until now. Before anyone can say anything else, I fly off to go back home. I don't want to see the damage I just caused.

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Mon-El follows me back to my apartment after my big confession. I know he's mad but I thought after everything he would understand what it's like to lose your whole world. He would do the same thing in a heartbeat.

"Kara!" He yells after me, flying through the window seconds after I do. I can't turn around, so instead I just continue walking to my room. But he knows me too well and speeds himself in front to stop me.

"What? I know I screwed up, but I also know you would do the exact same thing if you had to!" I yelled back at him. His face is red and hard, while my eyes start to sting. We are so close to one another, too close.

He shakes his head a little, "I don't care about you?" He scoffs. "How could you ever believe that?" He yells his questions at me.

"Because you're going back to the future with Imra! I saw you talking to her and it didn't look like you two were breaking up!" I scream back.

"Just for the record, we did and I planned on telling you that. But Kara, you could have died! That disruption could've killed you!" He seems so broken by the thought of it.

"I don't care! I just know that the people that I love the most were dead because of me. And I would do anything to stop that from happening, even dying! You're my whole life, so how can I not do anything I can to save you!" I screamed at him, realizing exactly what I said. My eyes are burning and my face feels like it's on fire. I slowly begin again trying to save myself, "I mean how can I live without all of you in my life, I just got my mom back and-" I stop myself again before I go any further.

He takes a step towards me. My heart is racing and my eyes drift down to his lips, then his chest. I meet his eyes again while realizing that his were tracing mine too.

"Don't ever think that I don't care, because I would die for you too." He says in a low voice. My breath skips a beat as I notice how attractive he is, not that I haven't noticed it before. I can feel my heart in my stomach and I can't focus on anything but him.

He grabs my waist my waist and pulls me into him. Our mouths press together urgently as we continue our war. I move my hands up and down his muscular arms and settle them around his neck. He pulls me so far into him, my back arches and my legs begin to feel weak. I start to lift the edge of his shirt up and he pulls it over his head. Our lips press together again in seconds after separating and he lifts my legs up to wrap around his waist. Instead of moving to the bed to continue this, he walks us in the opposite direction.

Before I realize it, he pushes my back against the wall, hard. The rough impact only makes me more turned on by his urgency and demand. We both moan against each other and he starts kissing down my neck. Every second of feeling his breath on my skin takes me closer to wanting all of him. My back arches again and my stomach presses into his chest. He knows what he does to me and my mind no longer functions anything else but him. I let out rhythmic breaths, but as soon as his lips travel up my neck to my ear, my breaths turn into a deep moan. He softly bits my ear and even louder moans escape. My hips move in tiny circles feeling every need to finish this.

His hands play with the hem of my shirt, so I rip it over my head feeling tired of his teasing. He takes the message and speeds us over to the bed. My back lays flat on the mattress while my legs split to wrap around him, our lips never parting. My hands explore his chest and his are on either side of me, holding him up over me. My hands go instinctively for his belt to undo the hold while he plays with my hair. The belt got thrown to the floor and soon both of our pants did the same. I missed having to do that with. I missed having someone who knows me inside and out like that. He said he would die for me and I would die for him a million times over.

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⏰ Last updated: Jan 25, 2020 ⏰

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