ex friends

giving up

I leaned away a bit but he wouldn't let me go. He held on tighter. He was getting very close to me and I was getting a bit weirded out. I thought of all the stuff he did to me, and I could never be friends with someone that made me want to kill myself... Could I? He embarrassed and humiliated me. What am I doing? I pulled away from him completely. "What's wrong?" He asked. "I have to get ready for school." I said gridding my teeth. How could I be friends with him. "Let me get ready with you." He smiled. "no. I'm fine." I snapped. I ran up the stairs grabbed my clothes and got in the shower. Everything relapsed in my head of what happened last night. I couldn't live without my mother. If she is not here... I don't want to live at all. I grabbed a razor that was on the shower ledge and looked at the sharp blade that begged me to use it.
Just before I could do anything I heard the door open and someone barged in.
They were humming and closed the door. I recognized the voice. Cash? Oh god this can't be happening. His hand came around the shower curtain and he ripped it open. There he was. Standing infornt of me... Naked.
"I'm so sorry!" He said wrapping a towel around his waist. I had nothing to cover myself. He just stood there and stared. "This is so embarrassing." I said almost in tears.
He glanced over in my hand. "Why do you have my razor for?" He said laughing. "Ummmm." I tried to put together a good reason but nothing came to mind. "Can you throw me a towel please." I asked.
"Not until you tell me what the razors for." He said serious this time.
"I was going to cut myself, okay?! Now give me it." I spat out angrily.
He stood there silently.
"Y/n, let me help you." He said almost in tears. "Haven't you helped enough?!" I regret saying it but I still stood strong in what I said. I realized I was still naked and snatch the closest towel and wrapped up quickly.
He stood there. He looked like he was in pain, and not from the gun shot wound. Storming out of the room, I headed to Cash's room to get changed. I throw on my clothes and I was ready to go. I came to the realization that I had to drive in the car with cash... But oh well. It's how I truely felt.

Me and Maverick waited in the car but there was no sign of cash. "I'll go get him." I said rolling my eyes. I ran up the stairs and noticed that Cash's door was closed. The sound of a glass breaking pierced my ears and I threw open the door. Cash was on the floor unconscious holding a broken glass. Glass was shattered all over the floor.
"Cash no!" I screamed. I sat next to him and screamed for help.