The Best&Worst Week Ever

"Girl Talk."

*really quick Lil authors note*

I'm extremely sorry because I cannot share some of the details of "the talk" because first of all its way to personal to my friends and second of all because I swore not to tell some of these things, its a rule that I cannot brake. So I'm sorry, but I hope its okay! -Liv

All of the girls got called down to this quaint little place where we had "the talk." I guess u could say its sorta like fully alive, this time we get to express our thoughts and ask the questions and share stories. The first thing we did was we had to submit a question about anything. Boys, highschool, dating, puberty, all that stuff. Mine didn't get answered, probably because it was stupid aha but a lot did. I felt so close to everyone, especially the counselors, they where sharing some pretty deep stuff. Then everything kind of took a turn north. One of my favorite counselors asked if anybody wanted to just blurt something out. Share it. My best friend said something, and broke into tears while saying it. I can't say what it is,that's her story to tell, but what I can say is that I began to cry, I felt like it was all my fault. She is my best friend. I couldn't stand to see her so hurt.  I guess the saying ' when you cry i cry ' finally made sense to me. Then the girl who hates/hated me started crying because she didn't know my part of the story then she understood. This was all about Jake.  My best friend's , mine, and the un named girl who hates me's tears where all because of him, but for me not in a hateful way. I still liked him like that, i just regretted my own decision. I felt so connected with my best friend and the girl who now hates me again (i know confusing right) so we decided to get a councilor and talk to Jake. Awkward. That's the only word I have for it. We where all crying, that's the first time he ever saw me cry. We tried to talk about it but I really thought it wasn't going much farther, so we just kinda stopped. But after that everything kinda almost went back to normal. It was okay. For now.